welcome to the Nexus mvwales
to start with you have to take your time, rushing these things is a fast route to disaster.
Im not sure the doses you have chosen are not really good starting points, you should read through the forum and see what is suggested for first time drinkers, 15g of mhrb is alot and could easily destroy you, i think your lucky it didnt kick in. brewing rue is also better than eating whole seeds ime.
id read up on preperation a little more, the Aya sub forum is rammed with the info you need.
good luck with your experimentation
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