I have acquired an oil burner which is much better than the previous instrument I was using. I also purified this last yield to the color of pale sulphur or light ground mustard. What a huge difference this made, no harshness, no burning sensation in the mouth, throat or lungs. I have a small sample I have purified even further with heptane, the results were a clear "sap" that I am drying. I still need to perfect my technique I guess, I know how to crystallize material but this acacia doesn't seem to want to cooperate. Anyhow...on to the results of all this work and learning.
Oh. my. goodness.
Words absolutely fail to describe some of this.
I must be very sensitive, or this (yellow sulphur color) is extremely strong... this was less than 5mg and there is material left.
I am able to hold this in forever it feels, it even tastes pleasant. I can feel it coming on even before I exhale. I instantly notice how easy it is to breathe once I do.
3 seconds after exhale it is consuming me, I knew it was going to be more intense than I have experienced before by the speed at which it approaches. Relax, lean back, eyes close.
...my entire head feels like it is opening, unfolding...feel like each blood vessel in my brain is opening...pressure in my head is going...gone...
An image like a poster flashes before me and then it was gone...smiling faces of Asian women...
...blood surging through my head, ears feel like they have popped...like driving in the mountains...
...in the distance a psychedelic snake-like changeling mass approaches... scales...purple blueish pinkish grey red... geometric fractal pattern... electronic mass...writhing... whirling in and around and through itself...
it's coming closer and closer... growing larger...
the most intense feeling inside my head...growing intensity with each heartbeat...
it gets closer...even more intense...
moving a million miles an hour...buzzing vibration in my mind...
more intense still, is this even possible to move this fast, am I going to tear apart?
every individual cell in my body moving so fast it feels stretched and distorted...
the intensity of this is beyond description...
everything stops...silence...motionless...a welcoming lattice fractal framework tunnel spiral is directly before me...
a very comforting feeling overwhelms me...
I feel like I have felt the peace and calm embrace of this place many times before...
it is all I can see...only this still image of this fractal lattice vortex/ tunnel everywhere I look...
I can't seem to move...confused...
... eyes open!
This was about 7 +/- hours ago. I felt completely renewed like I had been healed and was radiating energy when I returned.
The pressure in my head has slowly been building back but I can manage this. The weather is cooling off and I hope to have some lasting relief soon.
Thank you, Nexus, for helping me to get this far!
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