Hello fellow nexians. I'm new here and I'm going to tell you about SWIM's latest DMT experience. First of all, SWIM is quite shocked right now. He eyeballed the dosage, which was about 30mg, according to his previous experiences with DMT. He used a meth pipe for vaporizing and managed to inhale everything on one slow and long toke, and after the exhale he was immediately blasted in to the hyperspace.
In this space, there was some kind of auditorium or a theater, where these intelligent and conscious entities wanted to show SWIM ''what it was all about''. So they gave him a lecture of some sort. These entities were really aggressive and acted like: ''So you really wanna know? Well we'll show you!'' They didn't have any recognizable form or faces, but they felt really human. They were transforming really quickly in different forms and shapes and guided SWIM through the hyperspace. This tour was REALLY phased, but not phased in time like in our world, but more like phased in complexity, forms and colors, always degrading when going deeper.
All that time they were very aggressive and almost angry, guiding SWIM through hyperspace and showing places which were familiar from previous DMT trips (which were also familiar from previous trips, of which were familiar from something else). It was really strange, as these places were exactly the same where SWIM had been on before, but now he was only guided through these places. The phasing was so strong and strange it was hard for SWIM to concentrate on anything specifically, but what was always present was the hostility of these entities and the familiarity of the places. SWIM wanted to tell them that he loves them and there was no need to be angry or aggressive, but at this point the lecture was over and SWIM was guided out of the lecture hall's backdoor and the door was shut.
Now SWIM thought the trip was over, he was almost fully back in our world and could open his eyes and see his surroundings and recognize his room. BUT, he also felt something in his mouth. There were objects sticked to his teeth which he could clearly feel with his tongue and even with his finger. These objects didn't feel anything from this world, SWIM couldn't recognize the material nor form of these things. The feel was very peculiar and can't be described with the words we know. It was like these entities were really aggressively trying to come to our world through SWIM. SWIM's heart started racing like crazy and he even got a little bit scared, although still felt love towards these entities. The objects started vanishing from SWIM's mouth and were completely gone after something like five minutes, at which point the trip was completely over, no afterglow or anything tryptamine-like was present anymore. Just completely down to earth. Amazed and terrified.
SWIM doesn't know what to think of all this. He has felt the presence of these entities on his previous sessions, but never so strongly before. This time they came almost before he got to place his pipe down, right after the exhale. And the entities which were previously so full of love and peace were now like teachers from primary shool hitting the blackboard aggressively with pointer and shouting at the pupils. What was sure was they didn't try to harm SWIM, but they were very serious with their business and it was clear they weren't playing around. I don't know if they just tried to scare the sh*t out of SWIM or only wanted to show what they are capable of, but they for sure got SWIM even more interested of this incredible little molecule and the things it can show. He can't believe these entities were so real he could feel them with his own finger. It completely changes everything. Just WOW.
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Quote:..were now like teachers from primary shool hitting the blackboard aggressively with pointer and shouting at the pupils. What was sure was they didn't try to harm SWIM, but they were very serious with their business and it was clear they weren't playing around. Maybe they were serious this time. Maybe it was important enough to warrant a more serious tone. Do you remember anything that happened when they were insisting on showing you "the real deal?"
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StormsEnd wrote:Maybe they were serious this time. Maybe it was important enough to warrant a more serious tone. Do you remember anything that happened when they were insisting on showing you "the real deal?" Even I said they wanted to give SWIM this lecture, it was more like the lecture was already happening when he entered that realm and the beings in there asked if he really would like to attend on this lecture/tour. ''So you really wanna know? Well we'll show you!''. And then all the craziness begun. Maybe it really was necessary to give SWIM a more serious experience, as every time he has experimented with the spirit molecule, it has been like going on a picnic with dear friends on some stunningly beautiful place with astonishing landscapes. Just pure love and bliss. What a strange way of showing that they're also everything else. I have thought a lot about this, still wondering what the heck happened to SWIM, why those beings were so aggressive and what it was in his mouth that felt just as real as his own teeth.
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they could be trying to tell him to not stray from the path they are trying to show him, you cant just think of it as just a drug. its more powerful than that. tell SWIM he should pay attention closely to what he is being shown, and to not question anything. like most people say, "you just gotta go with it" why should we listen to others opinions when they are scared to follow us on our journeys
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