I do not often partake with the molecule but when I do it many experiences end up with a nonsensical answer.

Usually, I go into the experience not expecting anything although I have had experiences with solid intentions.
The one's where I have had solid intentions going in have a beginning and an end but rather seem not to be nonsensical.

The one's without an intention a lot of times end with some sort of message and once that message has been
conveyed it's like the plug is pulled and there I am making some sort droning note sound or formulating
some word I have never even heard before.

This one was like that where I came out of it with a word on my tongue and the plug was pulled
but I can't really remember what the conclusion actually was.

All day long I have been going about my day, I went grocery shopping, installed some new hardware in my computer.
I knew I had a trip last night but I could not remember it for the life of me.

I had a bit too much to drink last night going in, sometimes it's the only way I can muster up the courage.
This is unfortunate because drinking & DMT have many downsides. That is to say there really isn't an upside to it.

So, I smoked about 20mg in the VG (extracted ACRB), no intentions just a willingness to "remember".
This was the first time that I have smoked even that much in the VG, watching all of the smoke
was a little frightening

It happened extremely fast and fragmented into cubes of reality, I was definitely in that state of mind, realm.
whatever that place is; getting there was not intense at all. It was very much like if you were a stretched pillow.
It was very comfy but my consciousness felt stretched & growing like vines attempting to find the Sun.

While there it felt like I had the Ultimate Math wisdom and was playing the "infinite" number game - and it
seemed to be implied that this was the purpose of the Creation of everything, was that it, whatever it was,
was looking for someone to beat it at Math to continue expanding it's Multiverse. For some reason I remember it being a very
stereotypical alien like creature, but it might just be my subconscious putting that in there as a placeholder.

It's really bothersome because I know I probably lost but we had come to a conclusion which was the last word
uttered in the trip until I was back in reality saying "HOLY $%^&! THAT'S IT!!"
I can't figure out if I had helped it find a new number or if it was just helping me to understand
it's number burden or if it was observing how far my mind could go to see what the human brain is capable of computing.

It was some sort of Googol number if I remember correctly. I remember there being some very odd numbers as we mulled them over
and can't remember if it really was Googol that we stopped at or if Google came before and we kept going or visa versa.
Which was bizarre, I'm definitely not an advocate fanboy of Google corporation... so it was absolutely ridiculous &
hilarious that it was mentioned at all, even more so if it really did just boil down to Googol like I think it may have.
Each number that we "plopped" out it there was some majestic visualization of what that number looked like
quantified in a small space but also seemingly infinite - that is not represented by numbers but by some other visual
representation that I'd never be able to explain.


The whole thing was incredibly, amazingly nerdy and not threatening at all so it was a lot of fun!
I think I really needed a fun time with the substance since I haven't touched it much since my breakthrough last year.

I wish I could remember it exactly; it's funny how precise & clear everything was while it was happening! Craziness!

PEACE!