hardboiled wrote:Ooo man.
Awesome post Japansage.
I know
exactly how that feels when you wanna be human again and how happy you are when you finally return after eons pass...and you come back into your human existence.
Funny how as human i wanna know, i wanna feel, see what being ¨IT¨ is like, while still attached to this bipedal form. As soon as i wake up in to it i realize how boring, depressing, lonely it is to be ¨IT¨, to be everything and nothing.
After this it's time to go back to sleep again and imagine my self back into existence again.
Just an IDEA. I am just an idea of my self.
Time goes by and i forget what i have experienced and i eat my own oath, not to do it any more or at least not any time soon. So i start to crave for a ride once again.
Like Tattvamasi said curiosity killed the cat. In this case i wonder how many lives i have left in me
Haha man cheers, thats pretty much exactly it. You spend hours, years reading up on the possibilites of hyperspace, you want to experience it, become it, eventually it happens and when you open pandora's box part of you thinks 'fuck, ignorance is bliss man - do I even want to know this raw truth? Can i deal with it? I'm an idiot for thinking my brain could handle this knowledge, how naive i was..." etc etc
Then Im sure in a couple weeks as the curiosity comes back I will also 'eat my oath'
