Feb 13th
6pm 300mg Rue extract sublingually

Feb 14th
12:20am - 100mg Rue extract sublingually
12:30am - 40mg Jungle Spice (sort of dissolved in a shot of lemon juice and water)

Little to no effects. 1 out of 10 on CEV scale

2:30am

Wow! I decided to break out the change pipe. The rue defiantly had a massive contribution to the duration of this experience.

ALIENS. I often try to describe what they look like, but simply put... Aliens. Tiny ones. LOL. After watching them do whatever the hell it was they were doing, they seemed pretty damn occupied, I fell into some serous critiquing. There were quite a few things on the list of needing some attention. some of those are posture, work ethic, sex addiction, health etc etc..

The trip then turned emotionally painful. I have 3 sisters, though the attention was given to one specifically. My eldest, and older than me. I experienced the morning of her death. It was awful, but healing, sort of. This went deeper into understanding of death, mourning.. etc. It was harsh, but i needed it. after I could move I texted her "I love you Smile"

This is where the experience took a interesting turn. I was a bit homophobic as a child and quite an arrogant asshole to say the least. I did and said a lot of things that I shouldn't have. With maturity and time I've grown into a live and let live type of man. To each's own. I've been like this for quite some time, haven't given much energy to the old ways I felt about races, gender, sexuality, etc because well, I've matured. After the grueling mourning of my sisters death I was put into a gay mans body, or being. i was given the emotional perspective of a gay man, or could have been woman, idk. It was very uncomfortable to begin with, i didn't like it but as the experience went on i made peace with it. it was wild. it was like i was feeling all the negative projections i ever made toward gays as a child. why this lesson was thrown at last night i have to idea. I then understood that being gay wasn't a choice, it was just something you were and have always been. Idk why I was given this knowledge, maybe because i was watching figure skating that evening with my mother for the olympics and it was subconsciously on my mind. LOL

the experience was hard, informative and lovely. After managing to just move my head, let alone get up I paced for quite some time ruminating.

What an amazing molecule.

A great report!! Thank you for sharing. Dmt has cured me of my sexual addiction. I didn't have an experience that made me confront my addiction, I just stopped feelin the irrisistable urge to screw the person nearest me. It has changed my life in a lot of great ways :-)

I hope it continues to bring you gifts.

Peace and love friend

Ir was kind of the opposite, it really made me uncomfortable as to how many woman I've been sleeping with and the lack of emotional connection as well as how much porn Ive been watching.. I felt disgusted and contemplated celibacy, or just remaining that way until she comes into my life, where ever she may be. I wouldn't say I'm on a search for love, but I am a bit lonely so I suppose i try to find fake emotion in one night stands. 'The one' i desire would be quite unique and i just have never found someone like that.