I tryed a little more acacia full spectrum today mid day.. and this time got a larger hit and still the water bong was still soo thick with white vapor...
After taking almost a second full hit ..it was working its magic on me very fast and i didnt hold it in as long as i should.. as i was feeling so strange..and could see still a lot of thick vapor in bong but backed away from the hit that would have pushed me through to a posible breakthrough ..
As i carefully set the bong down the dmt was enveloping me fast!.. and i noticed the suns rays shining through the curtains like a golden highway of light...
Somthing made me aproach the beams of light as i played with the rays trying to scoop them up with my hands in a playfull manor..
Then something told me to put my forhead into the glitering highway of light ..as i could see dust and vapor dancing all around the beams .. the vapor seemed to be following this highway of light straight upwards towards the sun...
Then i layed down into a great DMT head space.. and started understanding that hightened awareness is one thing that seperates us as individules...
I remember giving some money to a homeless family today on the side of the road holding up sighns..and wondered why so many with so much go buy them with a smile.. and give no help at all?
Well i figure its in their mental programs ..to see everything as a scam ..something i used to think myself.. about many people..
But now i understand that that was a false beliefe [a defective program]..
I now see the world diferent and feel like a better person when ever i help someone else..
Just one more step towards being a better person..
I mean ...whats so important about me.. when so many others in the world are hurting?
It seems ive always had this understanding of life.. only it took jolt from dmt to make me see it clear again!..
Shortly after the beam of light hit my fore head.. i layed down with a more clear abuility to see and started understanding things i normaly would have never noticed in the normal filtered world of everyday life..
I did have visions short of a breakthrough.. but found that this headspace is also like beautyfull visions to...
Maybe next time i break through...im in no hurry..it will come.
Traveling down the highway of light...to find the doors of perception..
This stuff like other phycoactives..really opens ones eyes!