Hey guys

Now, everyone loves MDMA, but there's no denying that the way it's precursors are sourced is damaging for the environment, and that the drug itself generally leaves you feeling a bit down/off and isn't too good for you.
I've been thinking of trying to put together my own 'herbal ecstasy' mixture.
Obviously it wont be like the real thing, but somewhere near is always nice.
What I'm thinking of doing is:
3 or so seeds (Low dose) of HBWR - Capture the euphoria and emotions
Lower dose of Kratom - Lessening of anxiety, chattiness.
The final ingredient I want to be something similar to Kratom, that will lessen anxiety, provide some stimulation also. Any ideas?
Thanks guys, and tell me if I'm being incredibly silly, haha.