StoneyRevels are just the best folks. It'll probably just become a theory when my I'm not so up in the clouds but -

What do we think is running our bodies all the time? I think when so many people get the message from entities that 'we are you!' it's dawning on me that of course it kind of makes sense. They are every single part of us, by that I mean your forearms, your veins, cells, blood, nail growth, all regulated, in sync and in tempo. ALIVE. What a gift... One day you all will die, and we'll shed our bodies. But right now - we are turned on here, illuminated. Firing with energy in every unfolding moment, in sleep||out of sleep. Growing, developing, coping, learning, feeling, understanding, creating, going through the process. Marvel at the creation of this.

Us boundless creatures, if only we knew. If only we knew what we had here, at all times, ALL the time, existence would be so different. My scope in life is to show. To bring the divine down here, in modern ways, aesthetically pleasing ways, art, to show messages. I was always looking down upon or under estimated maybe. I didn't want trivial crap, I didn't want the American Dream. I wanted love I think. But now I know what I want. The rest will follow. To create. To feel. It's so beautiful.

I have fantasies about the chaos stopping, the government and politics business being done for. We would sit in round circles to discuss the real things, to understand what we've got going on here. Just to stop for a moment, quit rushing to the finish line, death will come soon enough for ya. I know what is important, I know the truth. Even if it is my truth. I do think others could resonate though. We are very important, you are beautiful. You are a walking monument. YOU are an expression of the divine, tailor-made by _____.
Isn't love the everything? Guess who's capable of feeling it? We are. On such strong, complex levels now because it's modern times. It's now. The earth houses trillions upon trillions of souls, species. But this is now, this is how it is. Insane isn't it? Impossible isn't it? I thought so too,but suddenly I woke up and I'm living it.

Could it be that we're ascending dimensions?

You didn't make this possible...You didn't choose this era to be born in. It happened, you happened. Man created science, man did not create man. But I am a scientist myself so please do not take that the wrong way!

Even in the mirror on LSD many things hit me. One of them is that "this is so real" aka life. It wasn't a spurt of aw I understand now! Ohhhhhh no, it was a gasp of utter shock. Like somebody punted a soccer ball to my stomach. Then by the end of another trip merging and literally seeing what I believed at the time to be God, and still do but of course remain skeptic I came down sobbing, convulsing, crying beautifully saying over and over again thank youx100 and "I know now". I knew. I flippin knew.

It happened to me, I will never forget that. That was the Godhead experience, my human psych cracked open. Everything defied logic........My life is forever different. My hunch is that who I saw had always been there, always! That they made me. I was shown it though now, exposed to me, with my eyes, not just an intuitive feeling. I saw. I can't believe that I ssaw.. I could draw what I saw. Her. It was instant dejavu. What's interesting is we are something. God is probably the illusion too. We are projections so we're making it. God is something of the human? But the human psyche is valid. We are a species of our own. I don't know. It makes me sick sometimes when I see the spider in the railing of the porch outside, it will never know that standing right in front of it is me, what my mind entails, what I go through. All alone, it will never be in my world and I'll never be in Its. I think of the bottom of our oceans and everything occurring. So many moments and i'm not a part of any of them.

I'm just here trapped in box called my head.
Continuing on though -

.....whilst looking in the mirror I could see myself for what I was. Something way more ineffable and unbelievable than any of us know. Than I ever knew. My feet were alive in their own away. Still me yet very separate from me. My hands!!! Man, don't even get me started. They truly are a divine creation. On both LSD and psilocybin I can see patterns weaving beneath the skin. Like jelly fish membrane, aztec patterns, all of the above. It's as if they are my cells, responding with my every thought and responding with my environment.

They are for creation, for expression, but they too separate in a sense. These are just the things my naked eye views day to day, along with the rest of my body.

But our brains are so hidden, so mysterious, so 'covered' to state the obvious. It's like the emotions I was feeling would emit different colors on my face but not absurd neon trippy pinks, or blues, no none of that. Very subtle human tinge skin colors that I could view. I think it is possible that when people report experiences having contact with entities of all types who know everything about the said human, - this is it. They can see us in a way we don't have the power to see each other unless of course you alter your mind and reach that level. But to other beings, in other dimensions, you're an open book. All it takes is one look.

I refuse to shy away from the idea that something knows everything. Something is collecting. Your every single thought, and dreams and hopes and wishes at night, IT knows. It can be frightening this is why you must emanate love. Breeding demons in your own mind is real, you are whatever you're doing and thinking. Believe it long enough and it's real.

It's not just us, the salvia realms and salvia trips I think are meant to show us how much exists. From the plant spirits, to objects even, to the underworld of our physical realm - there is an endless amount at play. I cannot believe sometimes that people cannot remain open minded to this fact that this stuff ain't no BS. Haha....it exists. People experience, I cannot throw away experience. It's crucial, it's truth, it's valid, it happened. Happened. Happened.

Every square inch of your body is something different, inside and out, you aren't that. Are you?? It is mechanical in a sense. That was a nice revelation too a while back. Where I had the mere understanding that I wuz nahts mai bodee. I had heard of the concept before but it pales in comparison to when your entire being is infused with this and it officially applies to your life, you experience it firsthand. This is what more people need, is the experience. You just don't until until.....

Sometimes I go on beautiful walks and knowledge and information pours into me and flows through me, it's unbelievable, I start to smile ear to ear because giggling your ass off is really the only reaction to how absurd it all is. "It's you, you created all of this" was another revelation that had be gasping on my shroom peak over the summer. I couldn't believe it, I was in panic. Running in every room of my house in shock, trying to escape something. There was no escape. The quote "We do not see things as they are. We see them as we are." is perfect.

We aren't fixed beings. Well actually I take that back, I believe some of us are- the humans who run on auto pilot. Sometimes they are like the prop humanns? Seems like that at least. Fake cackles, reeking of booze, get away from me or i'll puke on your shoes.

My conciousness is very connected to a place as you guys seem to be the type who feel the same. Intuitive ones too. To the Universe, but it's not just that - I cannot currently place my finger on it exactly right now. But one couldn't exist without the other. We are here observing it huh! Doing all that we do. It's for something. It's for nothing. Laparadox....

There's a place and it's not here, I think we can all attest to that right? There are MANY places, that are not here. But everyone is always so focused on the material, the tangible, the world 'out there'. LOL sometimes I think the vastness of space makes it so obvious that the world to be looked at is within, you guys are never ever reaching another galaxy, okay?! Claim the kingdom inside my friends.

This is also a new theory and I stand by it sober or not - the idea that this is the place for experience. We start as single points, then 2D, now we're living in the third dimension and someone in a post here at the nexus mentioned on their trip they had the understanding that earth was like a farming land for souls. I could see where one would be going with that. It's like our bodies/souls are downloading every single part of your years on this earth. Each feeling, it's downloading. It will remember when you move on to the next place. I think many of the same rules apply. Our earth has the answers, almost in symbolic metaphorical terms. Even like the raindrops in the ocean one. That we are the individual raindrops then merging with the all which is the ocean. Losing the ego, into the collective consciousness.

I know I jumped around but if anyone wants to share any ideas please do. Answers come, life is getting so intense! Where will it possibly lead?