Just had an amazing experience. I haven't smoked DMT in a long time. I decided to change a few things in life that have been negative. Still working on them actually... Also, I missed being a part of this community. I felt sort of disconnected being afraid to smoke for the last couple of months.
Anyway, I smoked some "weak" changa that I made. It consists of 50% plain caapi leaf, 25% mullein, and 25% DMT. I put an unmeasured amount into my spooner and lit a match. I felt the familiar internal pressure of a flash and I almost assumed I would just blast off. Nothing happened so I took another hit and then another and then I left.
It was peaceful. I had a difficult time getting used to the fact that the DMT wasn't in control. This time it let me do as I pleased. It was a very odd feeling when I'm used to being swept away at the speed of light. Me... being in control... it just felt peaceful. It brought tears to my eyes.
I really don't have anyone to talk about this with aside from this community. I'm not sure if I could push on further exploring this without you guys. This forum and you all really mean a lot to me.
Oh my god. I broke it. I broke reality.