Coffeebean wrote:[...] I was Young and naive [...]we knew not a thing about it [...]
These seem to be the most relevant parts of your story. I hope you're not still worried about that experience. It's probably a good idea to ensure your bladder is suitably empty before embarking on an intense and overwhelming psychoactive experience.
Coffeebean wrote:[...]Why I was the one who had such an emotional experience[?] [...]
You probably succeeded in getting the most effective/largest dose - good inhalation technique from all the MJ, optimal point in burning of the bowl, who knows? It can be the case that the question is one of how
short the time is in going from essentially straight to highly under the influence, as well. A very steep 'up ramp', so to speak, can be something of a shock to the central nervous system. This will then lead to a default response. For example, if your were to scream loudly into an infant's or small child's face, it would probably start crying. This was your response to a temporal overdose of salvinorin A, it seems.
Coffeebean wrote:[...]I've dabbled in that legal weed stuff, and all of it has caused anxiety like I've never had before [...]
This sounds like an effect of overdosing as well. I tried various of those synthetic CB-receptor agonists ("cannabinoids" ) over the years - with them, the message is: less is more!
Welcome to the Nexus. Stay safe.
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