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stationdragon
#1 Posted : 9/13/2013 12:55:35 PM
Hey fellow journeymen,

I just wanted to share with you my latest experience with DMT which happened to me last night.
There's not a lot I can bring back with me unfortunately (yep, one of them) but what I can decipher was pretty astonishing.

First of all I just want to share that I only recently experienced a true breakthrough after months of not realising I wasn't breaking through properly. I used to get the light show which penetrated my body and all that I am with a loss of time perception and a degree of ego death. In this "space" I have seen entities but been aware that they're not quite fully formed, so I knew there was more beyond it. Anyway, I was pretty convinced that these were breakthroughs, they're so bright and visual and all encompassing, but a few weeks ago I discovered that these are not breakthrough's, well not to the level that they can reach.
My first true breakthrough kinda took me by surprise, I was just in the middle of it, observing when I suddenly questioned what I was looking at and when I did I immediately realised that they were the things, the objects that Terence McKenna talked about, and I was astonished. I saw the elves, they were jumping about and showing me things that I couldn't comprehend and I was overjoyed and not scared by the experience at all. In fact I took another breakthrough dose an hour later and had another amazing wild ride.
To cut a long story short I took another soon after (62mg) and had a tough one but still awesome, I just felt very sick and turned inside out. So I decided to take a break.
When I tried again a week or so later I had a horrible and painful experience and the next two attempts were the same, not enjoyable, painful and very death focussed.
Due to this I've been quite frightened to go back so I've waited and waited and waited and last night I knew it was time but I wasn't really ready for it but that's always the case when a big one is looming.
So I spent a good 30 minutes preparing myself for it and I didn't get much closer to feeling ok about it and I almost chickened out. But I suddenly started tripping before I even hit it, I knew this was the rebound of an experience I was yet to have. I almost gave up and went to ask my friend what he thinks would happen if you had a rebound effect from a trip you didn't find the guts to take. So I sat up to go ask him when suddenly my hand clicked the mouse button to play my trip song (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CeBw_atUkoo) and I grabbed the machine and lit up. I took two thick chamber fulls and half a third, the second was tough to take in all honesty because it was seriously coming on strong, stronger than usual I think. When I started the third I was really struggling to take any more and soon realised I need to put this down.
So, I put the machine down and lay back. I closed my eyes waiting to see the mandala and in two seconds...BANG, the weirdest thing I ever had on DMT happened.
I heard this countdown from 100 to zero in their language and it took about half a second for them to say it, as they reached zero (instantly) they zoomed me forward at a million miles an hour through a highly coloured tube made up of cogs and elf machine parts (I really find these hard to explain but they're always made of the same colours) and they were screaming things into my ears. The elf beings were all around me, so many of them but ahead of me was still this highly patterned and colourful tube. The whole time they're talking to me in their language but really, really fast.
They were in me, around me, everywhere and they were inside my abdomen fixing my recent stomach problems which I've been suffering from for over a fortnight. I finally had the presence of mind to talk back to them, internally, and I said I accept what you're doing, do what you've got to do, please fix me, thank you for what you're doing. Suddenly I didn't understand myself, and I said, hey, you've taken my language and then the countdown and zoom again. It was absolutely astonishing, this speed change within hyperspace.
I was aware of some really strange things going on such as little beads being placed around my mouth, teeth, jaw and throat. There were elves there to distract me and elves there to fix me whilst I was being distracted. It was all very, very incredible.
After about 5 minutes I had the enough cognition to know I was a human and to know where I was, so I banged on the wall to my friends room (eyes still closed, still tripping hard and with the beings). He came running in, panicking because he didn't know what was wrong, but soon realised I was on DMT and sat with me. I didn't get his attention because I was scared or anything but because I was soooooo astonished by my experience and I felt I wanted a sitter but more like a shaman type of character, which is what I felt, I just wanted him in the room to share the space with me.
I regret opening my eyes at this point, the trip wasn't over and I missed the wonderful moment when they wave you off, but I was just astonished as I said and I opened my eyes to communicate with my friend.
At this point I was shivering and breathing rapidly but with a feeling of bliss and a look on my face which translated that to my friend. I could feel them working inside me, fixing me and it was intense and in some ways painful but I totally embraced the experience. I was blown away and so happy.
Well, here I am the following afternoon and my stomach is so much better, I feel that they worked very hard to help my body to get better and the evidence is here.
Since my first breakthrough I have no longer had any doubts as to whether these entities are real and the deeper I keep going the more confirmation I keep getting. But my state of health today is an absolute proof for me and I have no doubts that taking DMT is the right thing for me.
I'm out of the stuff for now but I can't wait for my next batch, though out of respect I will wait and I'm sure they'll give me exactly what I need, time and time again.

I hope you enjoyed my report. Sorry if it seems a bit choppy but I'm a little distracted as I write this.
I welcome any questions or comments and look forward to your responses.

Happy tripping everyone,

blessings and peace
 
DoingKermit
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#2 Posted : 9/13/2013 2:46:21 PM
That's an amazing experience, stationdragon!

I personally have not had entities work on a physical problem I was having. However, I remember a member of the Nexus (won't mention his name) going into a trip to find out why he was getting pains in his side, as he feared it was something really bad... like pancreatic cancer. Suddenly entities were inspecting him internally and told him it was nothing to worry about. He went to the doctors and sure enough, it was something very treatable.

Thanks for sharing and happy trails Smile
 
stationdragon
#3 Posted : 9/13/2013 3:55:03 PM
DoingKermit,

thank you for your reply. I'm glad to see this has captured your attention.
It certainly seems that if you go into DMT with physical problems in mind then the elves are there to help, providing it is on their "to do list". Sometimes I have had clear ideas of what I want out of a trip and not received anything like I was after. This time however, though the experience itself wasn't as predicted, it certainly focussed on my current state of health and I can say, hours after writing the original post I am still feeling very physically healthy and comfortable.
I recently quit smoking and while I was in the trip I felt a very clear message from them saying "you've learned now, we can help you, you're taking this seriously, trust us". And sure enough, it's all turned out that way.
Very happy with my experience and I have no fear going into my next one.

Thank you for sharing
 
tgun
#4 Posted : 9/26/2013 9:45:31 PM
I have gotten the feeling over the last couple of "trips" that alot of my physical pain and discomfort has to do with my spine. There is alot of tension during, up and down my spine but it also seems to be relaxed enough that I can crack it and relieve it at the same time. I guess that I have been aware of this already but just confirming it kind of, besides the relief I get from cracking it and and the warm sensations I feel on my back.
 
the white rabbit
#5 Posted : 10/3/2013 7:52:46 AM
After reading this I realize there is another level to reach. What you first described was somewhat what what my experience was like, including the not fully formed beings. I am amazed that the experiences very so much. I am awaken to the fact reaching farther into hyperspace is possible and that kind of terrifies me.

Perfect title, thank you for sharing.

white rabbit
 
the white rabbit
#6 Posted : 10/3/2013 8:03:04 AM
stationdragon wrote:
(I really find these hard to explain but they're always made of the same colours)



I saw a turquoise/forest greenish color. What did you see?
 
 
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