hug46 wrote:JBark a good read and i was tempted to wade in a couple of days ago but i don"t think i have the finesse to deal with psychedelic vaginas and the psychoanalysis thereof.
I would probably have been a bit crass and asked if you"d been getting enough of late. And, like Mr Kermit, enquired if the Mdma had anything to do with it.
What do you think it all meant??? Psychedelic vaginas demand finesse? I'll bear that in mind next time they pop up! And getting enough of late? Not by a long shot.  So yeah, that likely plays into it. Still bizarre that it didn't feel or look sexual... It is likely a reflection of what is on my (subconscious) mind of late (certainly wasn't a penis that showed up!). Being single after almost 16 yrs is definitely odd!! I must be dredging the recesses of my primal mind and revealing myself to myself with these trance-induced images. Know thyself. Am I, then, a vagina? JBArk JBArk is a Mandelthought; a non-fiction character in a drama of his own design he calls "LIFE" who partakes in consciousness expanding activities and substances; he should in no way be confused with SWIM, who is an eminently data-mineable and prolific character who has somehow convinced himself the target he wears on his forehead is actually a shield.
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jbark wrote:Am I, then, a vagina? If you are not a vagina perhaps you in touch with your inner vagina. I salute you! Mind you i have had some pretty vagina heavy dreams over the years. One particularly disturbing one was when i was going out with an older woman, i dreamt that i was going down on my mother and then it alternated to me having sex with the girlfriend and then back to the mother. I was pretty happy to awake from that one.
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One time, on changa, I definetly saw a giant "cosmic vagina" like a womb or something. I didnt attach anything sexual to the experience it just felt very motherly and soothing  You have never been apart from me. You can never depart and never return, for we are continuous, indistinguishable. We are eternal forever
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hug46 wrote:jbark wrote:Am I, then, a vagina? If you are not a vagina perhaps you in touch with your inner vagina. I salute you! Mind you i have had some pretty vagina heavy dreams over the years. One particularly disturbing one was when i was going out with an older woman, i dreamt that i was going down on my mother and then it alternated to me having sex with the girlfriend and then back to the mother. I was pretty happy to awake from that one. Not to be coy, but aren't all vaginas inner monsieur Hug? And that dream - you did seek help, right? I will henceforth reference your dream as loose justification for men's unwavering predilection for younger women. Cheers, JBArk JBArk is a Mandelthought; a non-fiction character in a drama of his own design he calls "LIFE" who partakes in consciousness expanding activities and substances; he should in no way be confused with SWIM, who is an eminently data-mineable and prolific character who has somehow convinced himself the target he wears on his forehead is actually a shield.
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BecometheOther wrote:One time, on changa, I definetly saw a giant "cosmic vagina" like a womb or something. I didnt attach anything sexual to the experience it just felt very motherly and soothing This particular vagina was definitely not motherly. Soothing perhaps, but more enigmatic and profoundly beautiful than anything else. A glimpse at the downy-topped, flesh branched tree of forbidden fruit? Always a mystery from where these hyper-real images hail, and why they emerge from the blooming prismatic dance of multihued hyperspace. A mystery all ways. JBArk JBArk is a Mandelthought; a non-fiction character in a drama of his own design he calls "LIFE" who partakes in consciousness expanding activities and substances; he should in no way be confused with SWIM, who is an eminently data-mineable and prolific character who has somehow convinced himself the target he wears on his forehead is actually a shield.
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jbark wrote:Not to be coy, but aren't all vaginas inner monsieur Hug? Hmmm that is a very good point! As for seeking help with my disturbing dream, i integrated it in a way that i was seeing our relationship wind down and, at the time, i needed a mummy figure in my life. I think that if i wasn"t disturbed by my dream, i would have been more worried. We are still friends and one of her daughters is now 33. But i will be staying well away from any romantic interludes with her. I really don"t want anymore incestuous nightmares. As for a justification for our predilection for young women, my current squeeze is 19 years my junior. I just hope to God that she doesn" start having those sorts of dreams about me at anytime in the future!
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hug46 wrote:
As for a justification for our predilection for young women, my current squeeze is 19 years my junior. I just hope to God that she doesn" start having those sorts of dreams about me at anytime in the future!
The real question is - would she tell you if she had? JBArk JBArk is a Mandelthought; a non-fiction character in a drama of his own design he calls "LIFE" who partakes in consciousness expanding activities and substances; he should in no way be confused with SWIM, who is an eminently data-mineable and prolific character who has somehow convinced himself the target he wears on his forehead is actually a shield.
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jbark wrote:hug46 wrote:
I just hope to God that she doesn" start having those sorts of dreams about me at anytime in the future!
The real question is - would she tell you if she had? If i am being 100% honest i would hope that she didn"t. I think it would play havoc with my potency. Some things are best left to being written about on clandestine internet forums 
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vagina's eh , also was the vagina composed of fractals ? beautiful sight i guess illusions !, there are no illusions
there is only that which is the truth
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Jin wrote:vagina's eh ,
also was the vagina composed of fractals ? beautiful sight i guess
No, there was a pie-slice shaped opening (appropriate, I know!) in the fractal madness and the lightly hirsute vagina in question was as lifelike as any I have seen. Like a video, but with legs closed and a closeup on the mons pubis, it was nearly immobile with barely enough movement to distinguish it from a photograph. The second vagina, however - as described in the report - was open, swollen and ready and dancing in the jimjam flow, highly playful and sexual and taunting. No other way to put it! JBArk JBArk is a Mandelthought; a non-fiction character in a drama of his own design he calls "LIFE" who partakes in consciousness expanding activities and substances; he should in no way be confused with SWIM, who is an eminently data-mineable and prolific character who has somehow convinced himself the target he wears on his forehead is actually a shield.
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 Im ..lost for words  I think inner monkeys basic instincts showing there!
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DreaMTripper wrote: Im ..lost for words I think inner monkeys basic instincts showing there! You're lost for words after reading the word "vagina"? Ever tried DMT?  My "inner monkey", as you call it, seems to like female reproductive gear. But I could have told it that Cheers, JBArk JBArk is a Mandelthought; a non-fiction character in a drama of his own design he calls "LIFE" who partakes in consciousness expanding activities and substances; he should in no way be confused with SWIM, who is an eminently data-mineable and prolific character who has somehow convinced himself the target he wears on his forehead is actually a shield.
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