hey there nexians

haven't been on here for a while due to traveling and moving homes for the last few months. my whole journey all up was 3000km and on the way I happened to come across some native Australian spice containing plants (acacia acuminata)

recently I have been feeling a bit depressed.. and I don't really know why.. maybe due to the recent big move and a little bit of financial trouble.

so today I decided to prepare a ayahuasca analogue with the leaves and bark (10grams of bark and a few leaves)

I boiled the rue (4grams) separate to the acacia and consumed half an hour apart starting with the rue. I hadn't eaten anything all morning and it was 12:30 pm when I consumed the tea with the dmt.

almost instantly I could feel the affects.. maybe because my stomach was so empty. I had open and closed eye visuals, the usual colourful fractal patterns.

this continued for about an hour slowly building until.. this is where it happened.

I stood up and started walking outside to lay on the ground when I noticed all these strange voices talking and weird zipping phaser sounds. I could understand what the voices where saying. even knowing I was out side I felt like I was in a place. but some where very far away from where I was 5 seconds ago. it was like an ancient tribal hospital where everyone goes. all the voices were nurses tending to me talking to each other asking what happened to me and how much I took. the nurse like beings where not human, they were made of a almost transparent vapour that had that oily rainbow look all through it... so weird.. I know. it felt so strange to breakthrough whilst standing up and walking.

I started to feel really, really sick and violently purged for the next half an hour, drenched in sweat. I was also convulsing a bit too. I saw all this negative bad energy come out in my vomit, I could see into it like a window where my whole life flashed in front of me.

after I purged I very slowly came back to reality.. loving and grasping every little bit I could get. after this point everything looked so alien, like I was on another planet. I could say that I was defiantly in another dimension. all up my experience lasted 4 hours. I feel healed and reborn once again. dmt really is medicine

I AM SO HAPPY TO BE HERE, ALIVE AND EXISTING!

much love and peace fellow nexians <3

yesssssssssssss

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....thanks....i guess

Great to hear.
I have a bunch of acuminata seedlings growing, hoping to pick some of the leaves and try them, unsure if they will be active..or if I need to wait 6-12 more months., but no harm trying in my mind (only taking a bit, not going to kill my precious seedlings).
I commonly heard voices on harmalas.
Often I can hear vocalisations of friends of mine and other charaacters, taking as if they were here with me, but only in my head...probably makes me sound crazy haha.
I`d suggest taking 3g of rue next time, rue can be a bit rough on higher doses...can especially make you feel light headed.