10/05/13 - 21:30 - 35mg over one hour. Estimated first intake of 20mg + 15mg 'follow up' 30 mins after. "Gentle waves" mp3 acting as white noise (minimal volume)..

**Initial vape after setting intent as being for healing and protection seemed to go well. Three nice inhales and starting to see slight fractals on edges of light.

Close eyes expecting the usual geometric display but it is absent, seems absent. I heard tones and then kind of realise it was all there just 'inversed' and a lot less brighter than usual.

I opened my eyes to see a cartoonish type version of my room with a slight 'Mayan' vibe. I could also sense an overlay of this which seemed to be another area. I got this feeling I was placed there to state intent of some kind, as to what I wanted to meet. I recall thinking along the lines of 'anything that will not seek to hurt me, respect... respect is such a small 'human' minded thing but I hope you/we/I/this gets it.. No subversive entities and for now those that can help me heal'.

I then stare into the floor and find myself seeing the underwater area of under some small fishing dock. Then I find myself in the water, looking up at the wood and the 'green stuff' growing (complete with sun shining down in rays etc) on it I recalled the following..

The clinging lichen that battles the tides created be a boys feet stirring up the waters of the fishing dock, creating chaos in it's surroundings stirring up the lichen which exists in such adaptive finality to simply oxygenate it's environment.

I then circle round in this vision to see the reeds that wrestle out from the bottom to filter the waters as they make there way downstream, ensuring the boy has a clean patch to piss in (not sure why exactly but last thing I saw as it then went murky and returned to seeing room more).

A wave of a notion arrive.. "cycles and ways, events unfold.. You can only ever ensure you are not the boy who is foolish enough to piss in your own stream, or hopefully one who is wise enough to figure how how to convince the fool of his folly that does...

Who is the fool, me, you, I, who?

I then sit back and over the space of another 5 minutes as things return to normal, with all manner of things going through my mind. Take follow up approx 15 mins later, seemed to assist in reflection but not in going any deeper at this time**