After my first attempt of extracting my own dmt of corse I was keen to try my own goods, what I wasn't expecting was what followed.
I have had over 20 full dmt breakthrough experiences that have all been beautiful, profound, divine and life changing.
I have always tried my best to remember my experiences but not this time.
I loaded 60mg into my vaporisor as I always do, I took one toke and didn't seem to get much of an effect so I decided to take another large toke which started the zig zag patterns then another to blast me off, this still didn't quite get me there, I was still on the edge so I had one more as Terence McKenna would say.
I could feel myself breaking through and seen the Large Buddha type entity I always see to my left, this time seemed a lot more sinister, instead of the normal golden chrome coloured scenery everything started to go dark, red and extremely eerie.

hell

I was being dragged into hell there was extremely evil demons and creatures tormenting and torturing me. I felt as though my soul was being ripped apart, I faced all the worst things I could possibly imagine. For the first time ever I wanted the trip to end, I was terrified. There was eyeballs rolling across the floor and the demons were making fun of my I was mentally tormenting trying my hardest to not remember what was happening and just ride it.
After the trip when I had come down I was extremely tired and decided to go to sleep ( hoping I would wake and everything would be alright )
When I woke up I felt extremely refreshed and revitalised
I am so thankful I am experienced with this molecule otherwise I would of bad an extremely hard time integrating this experienced and I am sure it would of had a major effect on my life.
I can honestly say that dmt has changed my life for the better it has drastically opened my mind and I think of the world in a much more positive way, even after the ordeal I had .
Strangely I feel compelled to try dmt again very soon as I feel I have unfinished business, do you think this is a good idea ? I don't at a feel scared, even less than I did before my bad trip ( maybe because I don't think it could get any worse than that lol)

its interesting people take the third toke ,

all i can do is take it all in one hit and hold on to it , if it gets me to breakthrough good enough , if not thats also good for me , however after holding the hit for 20 seconds i am no more in any condition to take another , so i've learnt to take it all at once no matter what the doseage just take it all at once and hold it in for 20-30 seconds max

if i want a stronger experience i increase doseage , as i really cannot go more after that 1st hit , also i always mostly keep my eyes open , there is never smoke escaping from my pipe , all of it is consumed instantly , thanks to my lungs and i never need ever more than 40-50 mg ever , i don't think i've ever smoked anymore than that ever

i can't imagine how much courage it would require to take the third hit , or even co-ordinating body movements after holding the 1 hit for 30 seconds , its just too much i guess ,

there are times i have taken 2nd tokes and thats because there was still smoke in the pipe otherwise i would not do such a thing

Very interesting. Was it mhrb extract or something else? I had a pretty frightening trip the first time i tried acrb extract. Not quite as evil as this one sounded though.

Sounds insane. Glad you are okay.

Thanks guys, yea i'm perfectly ok! luckily i have experience before and know how enlightening it can be. It maybe because i had fat haze joint right before. It was mhrb by the way.

have you had any other trips with that same material? I have had 5 oral mimosa/rue teas and all have been very harsh. I have read of people saying mimosa is more unforgiving and rougher than other materials, but I have no basis of comparison as the only experiences I have had are mimosa/rue from a single batch of mimosa. All of my trips I feel that in the end they were pushing me to positive self realizations, but damn were a couple of them overly harsh.

I haven't personally but a friend of mine said it was fine and had the best experience of his life
Think j was well overdue a difficult experience to be fair after the amount of positive ones I've had

Did you have anything on your mind at the time? Stress/Work/Family/Life related? Anything bothering you at all before you went on the trip or any underlying issues at all?

Glad to read you're ok, I felt something similar the first time I did DMT, I heard every scream in existence like millions of souls crying out in pain, followed by absolute unspeakable terror... not fear, not scared just unexplainable terror, like the most tense I have ever felt and more, whole soul was about to break into thousands of pieces or something..

It's something we learn from though I guess, really glad you're ok sounds like an insane trip.

I get that feeling too. It is strange how after a bad experience, my natural reaction is to get right back in there to "set things straight". As always, it can go either way. You may rectify matters or not. It's always a gamble. When it pays off, it really pays off, and of course the same is true of the antithesis.

For some reason I felt really nervous before this trip, maybe because It was my first time trying spice that I had extracted myself.
I also felt that the other people in the room were around all staring at me even though they may not have been, I'm normally extremely relaxed in hyperspace but this time I was far from relaxed

Il let you know how I get on with my next journey peace!!

I guess this brings a new meaning to "fathom hell or soar angelic, just take a pinch of psychedelic"

u just gotta find your inner warrior, and also the humor in chopping those demons' heads off and mutilating their remains.

how would Thor handle that situation? He'd slam his hammer down and say "how DARE you lay a finger on the Son of Odin!!!" and then ruin their little shit party in a deafening clap of thunder.

Sounds like you've got a great attitude about it.

It was probably around my 20th time that I had my first (and only, so far) rough DMT trip. Tied to a car and dragged, forever. And in my case it also was Terence's laughing elvin voice... "Just when you think you've had enough..." That got me into trouble... Third, fourth, fifth... Ten or fifteen seconds each time, blasting through who knows how much spice. Not the best approach.

If you are not a regular Weed smoker, the fat joint could have had a role in creating this hellish situation.