Hi everybody!
Last friday it finally happened: my first successful dmt-session!
Before this I had trouble with burning the spice and I was unable to keep the smoke in. I tried some different methods for vaping and ended up asking some questions on the Nexus. Now I can conclude that the answers did help me! So hereby I want to thank Global, smokerx, Philosopher and wearepeople for their help, wisdom and advice!
So I woke up Friday with the intention to take some shrooms after class, but when I got home I decided to not do it. I didn't really feel like it and felt a little nauseous for some reason. With the importance of set in mind I aborted my mission.
Later that night the nausea stopped and I started feeling normal and relatively happy again, but it was to late to my liking for shrooms. I did however had some 30mg of spice stashed somewhere. I decided to take another chance.
This was about the tenth time I would try it, but this time I was armed with the tips the four people above gave me. I loaded my pipe, put my lighter on and started drawing air through the pipe.
The first smoke appeared, however it was not much. I still was unsure whether to hold my breath already for this small amount of smoke, or to quickly inhale again with the hope of more smoke.
I held my breath for about ten seconds and then took a breath again. Now there was more smoke, but not as harsh as the times before, when I burned the spice. To be on the safe side, I didn't fill my lungs with smoke only. I removed my mouth from the pipe and sucked some genuine oxygen in. I kept it for as long as I could. Then I repeated this last step. Then it happened.
I exhaled and was planning to take another hit. However, as I looked in front of me, I had the feeling that this was not my hand that was holding the pipe. It felt like I was a little bit outside of my body, a couple of inches behind it and looking above it(though I could not see my back or the back of my head). I focused my eyes on the pipe. Then everywhere around the pipe everything moved. Everything was fractured and moving around. I couldn't believe it, but at last, I started to feel the effects of the dmt!
I don't know why I stopped vaping. I guess I was too amazed and to happy. Maybe I just didn't want to take the risk of loosing this feeling.
After about what I estimate was five minutes, I tried to vape some more spice. I was smiling when I brought the pipe back to my mouth. I felt amazing and extremely happy. I filled my loungs two times, still smiling, but the smoke did not yet appear. At that point I just started laughing with a high voice like a complete idiot
I felt full of joy, hapiness and love. I layed one hand on my head. It felt really strange, way too small in some way... Like it wasn't mine. Then I put my pipe away and layed on my bed. Still having some collorfull CEV's I layed on my stomach, giggled like a girl and made some more weird noises, just because I felt like it
Since then, I have an overall feeling of happiness. I feel calm and relaxed and not once I became mad or frustrated.
This might not be the most exciting trip one can imagine, but I'm so glad, so happy that I accomplished this. From here on, it is only going to get better!
Thank you for reading. I hope by expressing the joy of a (small, but still a) dmt-trip, I made you smile with agreement!
Onix