So I think this is part three of the I dosed my dad chronicles. After having seen the state I was in while he had to help me through my last dose it seemed he wouldn't be interested in trying DMT any longer. I kept him updated on my integration process and I think he saw how powerful and life changing it really can be first hand.

So last night he started talking about it and I could tell he had an itch. We talked about things for awhile and he spoke about things going on in his life and how he needs to change how it's turning out. He inquired about possibly dosing again and how much he would need to take to have a breakthrough cause he hadn't had one yet. I was real hesitant about agreeing to give him a large dose, since now having experienced what a massive dose is capable of I don't feel comfortable giving someone that strong of an experience myself.

Beings that my dad has extensive experience with other psychadelics we decided that 30mg would probably be fine most likely giving him a breakthrough. He was ready. I pulled everything out and showed him how to use the GVG by actually using it as if there was something loaded. He said he understood the technique and I loaded up the pipe and handed it to him.

The GVG quickly filled up with a thick vapor. His technique was pretty good for a first time GVG user. It continued to be filled with vapor and I could tell he wouldn't be able to get it all. Needed more heat and faster suction. He almost got all of it though and handed the pipe to me and laid back closed his eyes and then he exhaled. Dang it I thought. Too early. But then I noticed... He was GONE.

His breathing was steady, every now and then taking a deep breath then exhaling quickly. A big grin appeared on his face and he said outloud "No way". Laughter and more deep breathing. After 4-5 minutes he opened his eyes looked around a little, laughed some more then closed his eyes again.

When he finally opened his eyes and sat up a little I could tell he was seeing some pretty good open eye visuals. He tried to talk a little but was having a hard time finding the right words. His voice was a slightly higher pitch than usual. He would look up at the ceiling and ask why he can't tell me. Then he would look at me and say "they won't let me tell you". This went in for a good few minutes, him talking to someone or something about how he needed to tell me and why can't he.

After he became more baselined he tried to explain to me what happened. Then he said "they took it. They told me everything I asked but told me that I needed to do rather than share it with you. They told me if I was going to tell you they would take it all back, wipe it from my memory. I can't remember what they told me now. They took it from my memory."

So when he went in he saw amazing things. Awesome colors he can't explain. Then everything went black and they were there. He can't remember if he could see them or not. He asked what he needed to do, what path should he take how should he go about the things he wants to accomplish. They told him everything but told him that he needs to do rather than talk about what he is going to do. And if he decided he would try and talk about it then they wouldn't allow him to remember what it was they told him.

This resonates with how he is immensely. My dad has come up with many ideas and tells everyone what he is going to do but doesn't always follow all the way through with it. We talked about this and I think it really sunk in. I couldn't have asked for a better experience for my dad. This was the first dose that he took seriously. He seemed like he had renewed motivation to improve himself and his life.

This is what DMT does for people. It IS an amazing tool.

Click HERE to read his first dose. I can't find the post about his second one.

Awesome story.

Great experience anrchy! I would absolutely love to dose my father, but highly doubt that'll ever be. Your very lucky to have a parent that understands. Very awesome. Glad that the experience had benefited him and aided in some solid realizations.

nice story, looks like he got exactly what he was looking for.

Would you elaborate on what you two talked about after the experience ? I can see how it fits into the background info you provided, and it would be interesting to know more details.

btw, dosing your dad, epic stuff

In a way DMT has changed the relationship between my father and I. The changes that I have made and my mindset now, compared to how it used to be is much different. I think he respects that, and me as my own person. It is quite a different feeling sharing DMT experiences with my father. It definitely on a different emotional vibration, and one that I have never experienced before without DMT as the middle man. Very awesome. Love you man




Thank you.

My dad brought up how his father didnt talk to him much about personal things, but he was a great father to him and taught him a lot. One of the things he taught my dad that my dad never really caught on to was through his actions that "actions speak louder than words". Unfortunately my dads life went from being a fairly wealthy one to him being basically broke and having a rough time. He has so many ideas and is pretty dang smart, but is never able to follow through with any of them. He's a jack of all trades kinda guy so that lends to partially why he doesnt stick to any singular idea.

We spoke about how he talks more than he takes action. And he came to the realization that maybe thats why they didnt want him telling me anything, because he needs to lead by example, or take action rather then just tell people what he "is going to do".

As it is with DMT, alot of times it takes more than one "wake up" dose to really sink in what you were taught. I believe it will take more doses over time to keep him in this mindset, but he already seems very determined to try and stay on course with a single idea. I think things are going to get better for him sooner than later. he has some rough roads ahead of him, but if he keeps his head up and eyes on the prize I believe things will turn out.

Another portion of the conversation was about whow he see's a difference in me from my DMT use. He said he see's the changes I have made, and the determination I have to constantly improve myself and not get off track. That I use DMT to help me better myself and I dont get carried away with it, he said I use it "intelligently".

What a wonderful story Anrchy. I am really happy for you and your dad. This is a very good example of dmt's healing and life changing properties if used as your dad said "Intelligently".

Thank you for sharing

thats a good tale anrchy, im glad your Dad enjoyed it.

i was once in a very similar situation on a Pharma journey, i was told some amazing infomation or given and immense revelation and i was told not to tell anyone as this specific infomation was just for me. i can remember that i was coming back to reality and still holding onto the infomation that is so often forgotten when a journey finishs.

When this infomation was being given to me I can vividly remember thinking that i would never tell anyone about it as it was so amazing, but as i became more grounded, still with the info coursing through my mind, i thought "i have got to tell Tom about this tomorrow" and then poooof, it was gone.

True to there word they took it back from me and i was absolutely gutted. I will never ever make this mistake again. Tell your Dad i understand his loss and that i am made up for his gains.

That's very cool that you have had the same sort of experience 3rdi! When he was telling me how they had taken the memory of it away I was as blown away by the beauty that is DMT as if I had just had an experience myself. This was my dads first experience where DMT played its true magic. I've found that the low doses usually taken more time to finally start showing you things other than just visuals. Which is why I don't dose new people as much anymore.

That reminds me of what I just read, in this book called "Stumbling on Happiness". He talks about a lot of brain science, and the bit I just read was talking about how you can read something without paying attention to it, not remember any of what you read, but if you're asked about it and guess, you can often "guess" right because you actually have the information even though on a conscious level you don't.

Interesting stuff. The point is, even though this info is not accessible to you, I suspect strongly that it's still available to you on that other level. Just now you can't talk about it

And that just might be the case here. My dad has picked a direction and is taking it seriously. Although he is still filling my ears with explanations of what he's doing why how and everything else. Hehe atleast he's figured out a single plan and seems like he's going to follow through.

this is way cool. How old is Dad?

He's 60 now. He's had some pretty crazy life experiences. Most of which I dont repeat because most people wouldnt believe me anyways.

My Father was with me in the last Ayahuasca ceremony and at the second evening he drank half a cup. Unfortunatly it didn't do anything special, he only saw some faint patterns and waves.
He was seriously unimpressed. He never took ANY drug in his life, except some alcohol (although i never saw him drunk in 30 years).
Now it seems he has absolutly no fear to do it again, maybe he even underestimates the medicine. He is in for a surprise if he choose to do it again.

anrchy, I love reading about this.

I suppose I am not all that far from your dad's age myself, so it's not the age thing so much that interests me, but I Iove that you two can quietly work together at 'growing', without the whole "you want to stay away from Drugs, son" overhead.

Presumably this must be what it's like to live in an entheogenically 'grown-up' traditional jungle culture.

Keep us posted!

Anrchy!

This has to be one of my favorite stories to date... something about it really chokes me up. Both you and your dad have taken away so much from this, I really hope it endures.

How are you doing with your integration from your "big one"? And is dad still sticking to his guns?

Anyway, just wanted to let me know your story touched me, I read them when you first posted these and have come back to them a few times.. something special about it.

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