See my first DMT report for a full description. The next couple of journeys were similar: i came into a dark twilight zone type of place with a wall of moving geometry. Then one or more fairly small very bright dots of pure white light appear and approach you.

In my first journey i had a 80mg dose (inhaled 50mg). For the next journeys i decreased the dose to around 30 mg (maybe inhaling 20-25mg). So it was less intense. But i always encountered the light, or several lights. When the light comes you can physically feel it radiating heat. It heats you up in its presents and leaves you feeling cold when it leaves. Like a solarium when the UV light goes off. Usually when you return you feel very cold.

In the journeys after my first the light approached from a hidden angle. So it didn't show itself directly straight away. It hovered below me from side to side, just out of my line of sight. I had the sensation as if i was being scanned. I could only see its glow. But the glow was clear as was its presents. I had problems relaxing because the situation felt very alien like. I felt observed, exposed, naked. It wasn't a nice feeling. And i wasnt used to the DMT intensity as i just started. Only when the peak ended was i finally able to relax was able to intent for the light to show itself. But then the trip was nearing an end. Trippy visual after effects would follow. In the distance i could see the light shine through. But very weak.

I thought i needed to learn to relax from the start. That way maybe the light would show itself straight away and i could travel to the realm within. But just when i thought i was ready, the journeys that followed were different. I went to various places filled with spirits and such. Very vivid. But nothing at all like the dark twighlight zone place with the light(s).


Why is it that i don't encounter the lights anymore? Theories:

- Maybe the light only shows up in the first couple of journeys. It's an scanning device. You get scanned, labeled, tagged and catagorized. Social security number attached Next time to enter hyperspace are are warped straight up to whereever deemed fit without needing to go the the twighlight zone.

- Maybe the light only let me through the first time. Maybe it thought i died. Maybe it knew the other times that i was on DMT. Maybe it read my intentions. Maybe it didnt let me pass for some other reason.

- Maybe entering the twightlight zone only happens when you manage to inhale a massive amount of smoke in a very short time. The other times i smoked, i was experimenting with different smoking techniques. Most didn't work very well. I kept inhaling small tokes, while already high, with my eyes open, missing the first part of the trip. No massive buzzzing sensation.

- Maybe the light sensed my fear. Out of respect, or due to an other reasons, I get warped to an other realms straiht away.

What is the twighlight zone place and what are the lights? Theories:

- Maybe the twilight zone space and light is what people mean when talking about near death experiences. "Follow the light" or "In the tunnel of light there is only love" or "After i have seen the light and returened, my life has changed forever".

- Maybe the twilight zone is the space between life and death. It is where we come from and go to. Maybe the light pick up the souls and take them back into the collective oneness. Maybe the light is the port to what some religions call Heaven.

- Maybe the light is a highly advanced technology. A mechanical robot made by very intelligent beings, yes aliens. Maybe its a interdimensional port or warp hole.

I have searched nexus and was only able to find two users with similar experiences:

Spiritual Encounter With the Ball Of Light

The Human Antenna - DMTransmissions
(Not visual, only audiatory. But the description seems similar.)