PRE-CONDITIONS
(mind)Set: in a great mood
(physical condition) Set: slightly tired
Setting (location): Home, living room, bathroom
time of day: (12 or 24 hour system, daylight? starlight? overcast?) 3am
recent drug use: (list also any kind of medication) had taken 2mg klonpin at about midnight, plenty of cannabis smoking, micro dosing DMT earlier in the evening, 200mg harmaline
last meal: (Time and type): some roasted chicken breast at about 530pm

PARTICIPANT
Gender: (m / f) Male
body weight: (in kg pls) 210 lbs
known sensitivities: none
history of use: (experienced, novice, first timer - in general and for this specific substance/form) experienced

BIOASSAY
Substance(s): (list all taken substances) Harmalas, cannabis, dmt
Dose(s): unknown
Method of administration: GVG


EFFECTS
Administration time: T=0:00 3am
Duration: (x hours) 90 minutes
First effects: fast onset, extreme body load, no sound and very little visuals
Peak: unknown

Intensity (overall): 6-7
Evaluation / notes: One of the most beautiful experiences I've had yet

OPTIONAL
Pleasantness: (0-4) 4
Unplesantness: (0-4) 0, none, nil
Visual Intensity: (0-4) 0, sadly this was not a visual breakthru


AFTER-EFFECTS
Hangover (0-4 ; what type of impleasantness ; duration): 2, I had some harmalas hangover the next day
Afterglow: (0-4 ; what type of positive effects ; duration) 4, I feel awesome, like something negative has been taken from me.


REPORT

I've broken through several times in the short time that I've been working with DMT. Recently I've started working wtih harmalas in conjunction with DMT, and I've had some really great experiences, however this is my first breakthrough with harmalas, and certainly one of the most powerful breakthroughs I've ever had. I would love some thoughts and opinions from any of you on this.

Saturday night I took 200mg of oral harmalas at 7pm. I hadn't eaten since about 530 so I didn't think there would be any digestion issues. At about 8pm I started to micro-dose my changa blend and I had a very nice LSD situation going on. At about 11 my wife decided it was time for bed. She had taken some harmalas earlier and was in that fuzzy place and wanted to sleep. So we went to bed and I laid there wide awake. Nothing brought sleep. at 12 I took 2mg of klonpin went back to bed and tossed and turned for another hour. I got up and got onto Nexus chat and just sat chatting and smoking cannabis.

At about 3am I decided that since I was up I may as well smoke a bit more DMT and maybe try and have a breakthrough. I had found an old bit of changa which was basically just caapi, mint and DMT so I threw that into the GVG, and not thinking it would be enough I put a bit if xtal on top of that. Got to the couch, laid down, took a long deep hit and put the GVG down. That's when things got interesting.

As soon as I laid my head down and pulled my eyeshades down i had some very rapid visuals but I remember very little of them. I'm not sure how long after but I rolled onto my side and started coughing and I felt myself purge. I was sure of it because I could feel drool going down my neck. My first thought was "I'm not doing aya, why am I purging???". I laid back for a few minutes not realizing what was going on, who I was, where I was, etc. There were no CEVs happening and when I would open my eyes it appeared as if I was underwater and everything was dark and murky. Perspectives were skewed beyond the capacity for understanding, everything was foreign.

After staring at this and not knowing what was going on for a bit, I decided I needed to clean the purge from my neck, figguring I would deal with anything on the couch and floor later. Somehow I managed to get to the bathroom and when I turned the light on it was more than I could process. The entire room was gold and had the look of a fabregie egg. I looked at myself in the mirror and I was a pixelated sparkling version of myself. I thought "Wow, this is intense" and turned the light off and laid down on the bathroom tile. Once I did that I lost all concept of everything. The room was pitch black, there were no visuals going, there were no sounds. I was laying on the tile and I had the feeling that I was floating in limbo, just waiting. There was no anxiety, there was no fear. While I was "floating" I realized that the purge I went through was my body forcing something out of me. Something negative that's been holding me back. It made me feel amazing to know that. I have no idea how long I laid there before I realized that there was a sliver of light coming from the edge of the door. I was able to get up and start to make my way to bed. Navigating the walk was extremely difficult as I still couldn't see anything.

Once I made it to bed things started to slow down. I knew I was still pretty deep into hyperspace because the clock on my nightstand was just a blur or red, no numbers were intelligible and all the little lights in the room looked like sprites. By the time I could read the clock I saw that it was 430am. I had been in this experience for 90 minutes. I started to think about it and go over it. It brought a smile to my face.
When I go up the next morning to clean up the purge before my wife woke up I was shocked to find that there was nothing on the floor. The purge was simply emotional (thanks Snozz for helping work that part out for me) and whatever it forced out has been replaced with hope and light.

Has anyone else ever been to this "limbo" place? I'd love to hear some thoughts from everyone.

peace

ps

Just came from there after I smoked my new changa. Absolutely peaceful place to be. Almost felt the time stopped.

I had this feeling when I was there that this is the place you pass through on your afterlife journey. Never had this feeling before. It was like I was still connected to this place (lets call it reality) but once you pass over for good that connection will be cut and you are on your journey.

I will have to explore this new changa of mine a little bit more