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The Ceremony Must Change Options
 
Vito
#1 Posted : 10/10/2012 7:00:45 AM
PRE-CONDITIONS
(mind)Set: Slight nerves, overall calm
(physical condition) Set: mild hunger, headache
Setting (location): Home, couch in front of laptop, icaro's playing softly
time of day: 1623hrs
recent drug use: None
last meal: 1200 hrs, rye toast.

PARTICIPANT
Gender: (m / f) Male
body weight: (in kg pls) 85kg
known sensitivities: none
history of use: 2 years experience.

BIOASSAY
Substance(s): DMT
Dose(s): About 'that' much.
Method of administration: GVG + GVG Lighter


EFFECTS
Administration time: T=...
Duration: (x hours) 4 minutes intense visuals, 15 minute wave down
First effects: fast onset, heavy body load
Peak: 2 minute mark
Come down:
Baseline: 30 minutes

Intensity (overall): 4/5
Evaluation / notes:

OPTIONAL
Pleasantness: (0-4) 2-3
Unplesantness: (0-4) 2
Visual Intensity: (0-4) 3
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AFTER-EFFECTS
Hangover: (0-4 ; what type of impleasantness ; duration) 1 -A couple of minutes of realignment, working out where/what i am.
Afterglow: (0-4 ; what type of positive effects ; duration) 3, ALL muscles feeling very loose. Headache gone. Calm washed over me 25 minutes so far


REPORT

Its been a while since I've been there. A few months I would say. My last two experiences were not pleasant, quite a rough ride with a dark after shadow which lingered longer than usual, but I do have a lot on my plate that needs dealing with and the spice did assist in the long run.

The decision to go was quite spontaneous. 3 days ago I decided it was time, but the moment didn't feel right, and for 3 days every time I would prepare myself to go, I found my body telling me not to, and having been there before, I know the ride I would be in for if I ignored. I waited for the call, and the call came albeit a little rushed for my usual liking.

The lighter was brand new from VG as opposed to my regular jet lighter so I was focusing on the flame and did not realize the amount of vapor building in my gvg and into my lungs. It was a big one, I held the coughing down to a minimum, exhaled after 6-7 seconds and quickly took in the ghost, upon the subsequent exhalation I knew it was gonna be a good, if not rough, ride.

The two subsequent hits took me over the line, the soft Icaro's playing through the speakers guiding me over the sandwich grid above and below me, gently at first and then, somehow my nerves gave in and the spinning began, I was almost on the verge of panic but I managed to let go and the experienced washed over me in bright vivid colors. There were no entities to speak of, just vivid fractal visuals all around.

I opened my eyes and the visuals continued, my depth of vision quite skewed and I was unable to make full recognition of my surroundings, feeling alien in my home, but i've been here before and can relax, soon after this the messages arrive, usually bits of information that do not relate to my world, but this time I am visualizing the sessions in which I am not alone and introducing a person to the spice.

From day one, the new person has always gone first. Such has been our way, with each inexperienced person going in turn until the most experienced goes last, but the message came clear to me. The Ceremony Must Change.
Merely words but they came with the visual of taking people in, also with the fact that the new people rarely get it right and don't experience hyperspace as well as they might.
I must lead them in as their teacher and guide them forward.

Kind of a boring read, but it was a fairly intense experience. Thanks.

"We'll sit quiet, be alert, pay attention to you, be available, hold good thoughts and feelings for you. If you need human contact, just put out your hand and somebody will take it. If you lose control, we're here to help. Otherwise, this is your experience, not ours. Your pretty much on your own."
 
 
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