PRE-CONDITIONS (mind)Set: Apathetic (physical condition) Set: Fairly awake, feeling good Setting (location): In my bedroom with the lights on, TV on (but muted), window open (very nice cool breeze), and Monster (Remix) by Astrix playing time of day: 12:40 AM recent drug use: none last meal: White Castle microwave hamburgers, 2 hours prior
PARTICIPANT Gender: m body weight: 125lb (275kg) known sensitivities: / history of use: Significant experience with other drugs (psychedelic and otherwise), first experience with DMT
BIOASSAY Substance(s): DMT Dose(s): ~40-50mg Method of administration: Vaporization
EFFECTS Administration time: ~0:00:10 Duration: 0:08:00 First effects: ~0:00:10-0:00:20 Peak: ~0:00:20-0:07:00 Come down: ~0:07:00-0:8:00 Baseline:
Intensity (overall): 4 Evaluation / notes:
OPTIONAL Pleasantness: 4 Unplesantness: 0 Visual Intensity: 4 . . .
AFTER-EFFECTS Hangover: / Afterglow: Intense feeling of amazement and well-being
REPORT This past week I've been dabbling with DMT, each experience being significantly more intense than the last (not purposely). My first experience was with maybe a milligram which didn't really do more than make the world wobble slightly. My second experience made the world wobble only a little bit more. My third experience seemed to give everything a sort of 3D look (like out of a TV), particularly the hummingbird on my calendar which I found fascinating, but still wasn't as fascinating as I had expected. My fourth experience (ending about five minutes before I began writing this) I shall describe in the next paragraph.
I begin with a single inhalation of a large amount of vapor. As I felt my head begin to get heavy I exhaled and inhaled a second comparatively large amount of vapor. When I felt I could no longer hold my head up I exhaled. I was taken into a world (metaphorically speaking) of extreme sensation. The cool breeze coming from my window felt like icy needles (with the negative connotation removed and replaced with a pleasant one), comparable to the slight burning sensation that vaporizing DMT leaves on your tongue (perhaps the two feelings had merged together). The song I had playing (Monsters (Remix) by Astrix) provided a beautiful introduction into the DMT world and (for lack of a better way to describe it) merged with my other feelings and served beautifully to channel my mind from beginning to end. My head sunk into my knees and I gazed at my wooden floor and shoes for a good minute or so, which was very intriguing, after which I directed my gaze to my TV which was showing something to do with hair, as it showed a head which seemed to kaleidoscopic into three rotating heads. I rolled around on my bed for a short amount of time, like a person moving around in a swimming pool simply for the enjoyment of moving around in a swimming pool, with no intent on going anywhere, until I lay down on my bed and began to gaze at my wooden night stand which had a very lovely what I would like to call Aztec style pattern to it. I drank some water. I don't remember what it was like but it was probably amazing. Anyway, I can't tell you what I was thinking because I didn't really think in words but rather in feeling (I know it's hard for people who know a spoken language to imagine thinking without words). No words, just euphoric feeling. The end.
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It's great when the words stop, isn't it? Lose Control, Free My Soul, Break Me Open, Make Me Whole."DMT kicked my balls off" - od3
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