This was my first oral dmt experience, administered as Syrian Rue extract disolved in hot sugary water, dmt freebase disolved in warm sugared Lemon Juice 1 hr. after the Rue.

I'd rather naively thought that I could opt for the type of experience where I could still undertake normal activity. ermm... didn't quite work out like that.

45mins post dmt administration I notice my heart rate way up, I can hear it my ears as a rythmic drumbeat, my gait is off and walking in a straight line is difficult. Waves of fear engulf me but I manage to quell them, but by now the only option for me is lying down in bed.

The CEV's are slower and a little more transparent than with vaped spice, there is a deep underlying intent of "question and answer process" going on, meaning I come forth with an enquiry and a clear or sometimes cryptic answer is presented within a short time. CEV's occilate between "organic human forms" and the usual hyperpigmented patterned visions.

However, the underlying theme in those two-three hours, was a wonderful insight into the human condition, that we all, rich or poor, powerfull or weak, beautiful or plain," hurt" and "yearn" for this unseen affection and beauty that I had access to.

It was a profound and meaningful experience for me, in a different league from my previous vaped endeavours. There was time "to get answers" This was crucial for me. Even though there were frightening scenes and moments, they were all insightful.

peace

Thanks for sharing this Arcanum. Sounds very life-affirming.
Peace!

Thanks for telling or your experience, sounds like it was very beautiful.

Good stuff.