found this piece of paper this morning, it had this written on it:
male: 155lbs
10:11pm 3grams rue simmered in water-dash of lemon
10:30pm 85mg yellowish spice taken orally
10:50pm smoking some tobacco and rising quickly
11:30pm listening to music, very intense, falling into trances that I cannot find my way out of, still rising rapidly, the entire world is becoming electrical lines pulsating, infinite amount of patterns are being forced into the mammals brain
11:45pm Wife comes over and asks "Are the visions intense this time?" It is hard to focus on her as her face is a neon sign pulsing and undulating. "ohh yeah, it's intense"
Hard to fully differentiate between opened eyes and closed eyes. Everything keeps evaporating and reappearing in different places.
12:20am that phase passed, the music is divine, this band really made a perfect inmprint, they are a ribbon being pulled through space. the wife and I are talking, everything is peaceful, wife asks if she can go to sleep and if everything is ok. I let her know she can. I'm riding a really awesome high, everything is quiet.
12:40am the music is over, the waves are intensifying, the waves are downloads from the Pyramid the aliens live in.... why didn't I see it before, they keep trying to get me to go with them... it's ok, I can keep the aliens at bay, they are trying to control this mind but it's ok, I'm not going with them this time. The download is too large, it won't fit. *inhale* exhale* no problem. Calm calm, keep singing the song in my head, it keeps me calm.... I feel my freshly shaven head, it is soothing... the hairs become barbershop polls, they spin faster and faster and they are trying to take me again, I'm gone I'm here, crap, why do they use those poles to spin. *breathe* fucking pyramid. I can't remember the words to my song anymore, it's too far why do they have the pyramid and the sun, and that supernova with the spirally polls.
1:30am The alien attacks are slowing in frequency, I finally just asked them to take me with them or leave me alone... they still attack and are watching but their attacks are weaker then before.
2:00am I move into the other room to not wake the wife and listen to music for the next 1.5 hours, everything is hectic but in control.
4:00am In control of the body enough to go outside and smoke, I do so. Relaxed but somewhat harrowed from the attacks.
4:30am went to bed.
"We're selling more than a cracker here," Krijak said. "We're selling the salty, unctuous illusion of happiness."