giver of will wrote:I had no idea how much you actually needed to snort so i cut out a bump. I did the line and laid in my bed like, this is nothing, then all the sudden it was like everything
Well here's mistake #1.
If you didn't know how much you needed to snort - then why not pop on the computer and look it up? Would have taken mere minutes.
And if not some quick research - then why not start with a very small amount and gradually work your way up?
If you are going to be working with entheogens, you need to master this kind of common-sense, or continue to find yourself thrashing in the hell-realms.
We all make mistakes. Now is the time for you to learn from this one. Be compassionate and generous to yourself... try to have a sense of humor about it.
DMT can be a very harsh teacher. I have been brutally annihilated on ayahuasca several times (another story).
This sort of thing just comes with the territory... and it is why you need to
build a relationship with your psychedelics - with sensitivity, subtlety, and patience - instead of kicking down the door and rushing in, only to find that the inhabitants are not particularly pleased to see you.
Treat these things like humans. If you're on a date, are you going to throw the table over and charge for her crotch, or are you going to try to get to know her a little better first? One approach might get you laid, the other will certainly get you slapped.