PRE-CONDITIONS
(mind)Set: enough!
(physical condition) Set: normal, slightly lethargic
Setting (location): home/bed
time of day: 11 am
recent drug use: nothing
last meal: bananas and carrots

PARTICIPANT
Gender: m
body weight: 60
known sensitivities:
history of use: experienced

BIOASSAY
Substance(s): dmt fumarate + caapi
Dose(s): 110 / 160
Method of administration: dissolved in OJ


EFFECTS
Administration time: T=11:00
Duration: 2-3
First effects:
Peak: 30-60 minuites
Come down: 30minuites
Baseline: T+4 h

Intensity (overall): 4
Evaluation / notes:

OPTIONAL
Pleasantness: 4
Unplesantness: 2
Visual Intensity: 4


AFTER-EFFECTS
Hangover: 4 euphoric meditative
Afterglow: 3


REPORT


As I laid down and closed my eyes, and the DMT finally reached me the first visuals of shapes and forms with symbols occured.
I wanted to know what they meant - so I took a closer look - I believe, that those are some dooropeners to this other realm. As soon as I opened up enough one particular male entity, kind of "oldschool", firm, proud, intelligent and full of clarity and dominant humour-like feeling to it appeared. The clarity of that being was amazing - as my energy was focused upon that being, my physical mind couldn't grasp it fully and tried to resist the breathtaking light, as it was so powerful and mighty - which made it go away -
followed by various images of how I can live my life,
intense breathing
"coming back in the body"
realizing that outer reality is merly a product of one own state of being
sexual visions and ideas how to live sexuality in an authentic respectful manner, and living it FULLY
visions of those ideas which decide about the playground of this society and the "architectual design"
+ how to live free regardless of those "limiting" rules
basically being in the herenow and being up to speed with this joyous life I CAN live, if I am vibrationally aligned with it


Suddenly some urge to vomit arose! I wanted to vomit. It began with a dry purge and ended with an explosion of purifying purging over the kitchen sink.

Afterglow was calm, peaceful, meditative, euphoric and I gave myself a lot of time for thinking about all those topics I learned.

This is what it's all about my friend! Sounds fantastic, and just the sort of positive encouragement that I need for my first Aya journey!

I too have had experiences of being shown the proper way to live life. Very fulfilling and magical.

one particular detail, which is missing in the original post is following experience!

Feeling myself as a WOMAN!
This had nothing to do with this male presence I was talking about.

The feeling switched from, being in a feminine energy body and a masculine one.

Altough the feminine scared me a little, since it felt SO real!

Like I could have lived a life as a girl


Anybody ever had that, and how did you integrate that?