thats exciting. you are on the verge. once 25mg gets to a comfortable level, try 50mg =)

I don't see why you would suggest someone ever go to 50mg. That kind of dosing is completely unnecessary, except in very rare circumstances, like the individual is on anxiolytics. It's especially irresponsible to suggest jumping from 25mg to 50, the dose response curve is really steep with DMT.

@Sky Motion, don't blame yourself. This is a learning process that we all have to go through. It's not something you can force yourself through any faster. I remember first starting to go deep, and it would seem that all day long reconfigurations were going on in the back of my head.

88 used to call it something like "constructing the consciousness interface device," and it takes time.

I agree, with proper smoking technique, there's honestly no reason to even go above 35mg. (IMO/E)

Thanks for your kind words ragabr,

I had an intention for the journey and it was too see if meditation is something I should pick up on a REGULAR basis.

The gift offered to me was meditation, and it is available anytime and will help me solve and work out some of the anxiety issues I have been dealing with. And equally important, my ability to surrender

Safe travels~

SkyMotion,
Were these 2 experiences very closely spaced in time?
I find that the body -usually- rejects entry unless there are a few days between trips, as if there is a tolerance set up.
As for dose, don't discount using 50mgs, but just don't jump right to that. You may never want to go that high. 50mgs is my usual dose smoked in one hit, but if you're not used to that you might REALLY go into panic mode.

I have been on a sabatical for the last three weeks and have had many trips these weeks without good breakhroughs, Thats normal I think. Sometimes I break thru often and other times it seems like a one in 10 experience.

Today I did what I would guess was around 60mg ( an estimate due to residual in pipe,) and had the ultimate wonderful breakthru, but I died and totally lost any sense of self in the world of cosmic dinosaurs I was in. Although there was no me, I could feel my breathing which was VERY re-assuring, because I didn't know where I was returning to, so I just waited for the chemical to fade with confidence that I would somehow return.

Safe Journeys!

I never really weigh out my DMT doses....

I did at first , but I find it uncomfortable if I do TO LITTLE... I feel like its impossible to do too MUCH if that makes sense. Maybe I'm wrong ... but my best trips I just load the bong up with a base of salvia leaves... and then scoop as much spice as possible on top. Then I just rip it as hard as I can maybe two or three times...

Sometimes I come out of it emotional (like i'm crying) like a re-born feeling... knowing I just experienced something incredible , but i CANT for the life of me remember what it was... (i guess that means maybe I did too much lol?)

I have flashbacks other times to those previous trips.

I feel you have to be worthy, purified, and "open" before you an truly take the plunge to the other side.

but I don't weigh