PRE-CONDITIONS(mind)Set: Happy
(physical condition) Set: Relaxed
Setting (location): My sofa with some friends
time of day: (12 or 24 hour system, daylight? starlight? overcast?) Slightly after midnight
recent drug use: (list also any kind of medication)DMT
last meal: (Time and type)Mexican food at 7ish
PARTICIPANTGender: (m / f) Male
body weight: (in kg pls) 90kg
known sensitivities:
history of use: (experienced, novice, first timer - in general and for this specific substance/form) Experienced with hallucinogens, only one previous breakthrough on DMT
BIOASSAYSubstance(s): (list all taken substances) DMT
Dose(s): (in the same order as Substances pls, use metric system i.e. g/ mg/ µg) 90-110mg
Method of administration: (dissolved in water, capsuls, insufflated, vaporized...) Vaporized
EFFECTSAdministration time: T=0:00 (expand this if you used delayed administration for multiple substances or the same substance with multiple doses. Use indices.) One giant hit, I don't remember exhaling
Duration: (x hours) I was still having mild visuals after 2 am when I originally wrote this, The crazy part was over in about 30 minutes
First effects: Before I could exhale
Peak: (estimate a time range and note as e.g. T=2:00-4:00 for a range of 2 hours beginning 2 hours after administration)T=0:00:01-0:30
Come down:T= 0:31-almost 2:00
Baseline:my house still feels weird, but I am certainly no longer tripping. I do still see pulsing halos around lights in dark rooms
Intensity (overall): (use HRS-like scale i.e. 0-4: 0 = "Not at all;" 1 = "Slightly;" 2 = "Moderately;" 3 = "Quite a bit;" 4 = "Extremely."
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Evaluation / notes:
OPTIONALPleasantness: (0-4) I can't answer this
Unplesantness: (0-4) I can't answer this either, I really dont have any idea if I would consider it pleasant or not, or if those words even apply to such an experience
Visual Intensity: (0-4) 4
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AFTER-EFFECTSHangover: (0-4 ; what type of impleasantness ; duration) 0
Afterglow: (0-4 ; what type of positive effects ; duration) 4 I still feel awesome
REPORT(write your trip report as you would normally write it here)
I will come back later and edit this thread later, I just need to write this down before I forget anymore of what I saw.
I heated the vial in my eclipse vaaapp until the dmt started to bubble and inhaled everything in one breath. I quickly put the pipe down because I could tell this was going to be a breakthrough. For a very long time, it seemed like eternity, I was nothing at all. I was aware of nothingness around me, it was the pure essence of the void. I had no thoughts or feelings. No machine elves, no cosmic entities, nothing but the infinite void. I don't know how I got there, I didn't have the usual blast off that I normally get. One second I put down the pipe in my living room and an eternity later I became aware of the nothingness around me. I believe my eyes must have been closed at this point, but I really have no idea. After realizing that I must in fact exist because I was capable of perceiving the absence of existence around me. This must be the point at which I opened my eyes because I suddenly became aware of what seemed to be my living room, though my eyes may still have been closed as I commonly see the room I'm in regardless of if my eyes are open or closed. The room was melting in a vortex around me, it was as if I was the center of a black hole and all of existence was being pulled into me. I realized then that all of existence probably couldn't occupy the same space as me while I continued to exist, therefore I worked to keep everything from falling into the void. Typing that sentence made me realize that I was the void... Suddenly my senses were overflowing with stimuli. Every nerve in my body went through its entire range of sensations at the same time, though I really don't remember pain so much. I saw colors I have never seen before. At this point it seemed that the voyage was coming in waves of reality and otherworldliness. It was at this point that I started to be able to hear my friends speaking to each other (they are brothers), though I could't understand their strange language. Occasionally I would grasp the concepts they were trying to relay to each other, which I determined to be them discussing the psychedelic state (both of them are fairly inexperienced). I will verify this when I speak to them tomorrow. Upon realizing that the people talking were in fact my friends I was instantly relieved because that meant my fiance may exist as well. I decided I needed to get to the bedroom; where she was sleeping, and try to convey my state to her so she would understand that I might need her assistance grounding myself back into reality. I asked my friends how they were doing, as this was the first time I had ever used my voice during the journey I think I may have been a little loud and may have interrupted their conversation. They both assured me that they were fine at which point I informed them that I needed to get to bed and start working on figuring out what just happened. They were both sober at this point so they offered to help me get to the other room. I must have looked ridiculous trying to walk, I didn't feel like I was walking, it felt like the world was moving around me. Once I made it to my bedroom I found my fiance awake so I asked her to make sure my friends were actually sober and let them know they were welcome to stay at our house if they like. I know when I'm that far gone from reality she is the only one that can reliably translate what I'm saying to people that I don't usually trip that hard with. Once we had made it back to the bedroom together and were comfortably in bed I couldn't stop thinking about the mess from the extraction in the kitchen. The naphta fumes had made my fiance feel slightly ill and I really felt bad about it. I worked with the windows open and fans on however both my fiance and I have a cold at the moment so we were unable to smell that this wasn't adequate ventilation. After laying in bed for a few minutes the room started to return to normal so I decided to go clean up the kitchen. It felt really good disposing of all the materials that I was now sure was the source of my fiance's discomfort. I pulled nearly 5 grams from my pound of mhrb so it didn't feel like much of a waste to end the process. As I right this the world is still not quite right. Lights still have pulsing halos, though the experience started over an hour ago. I don't know if I could handle returning to the place I visited tonight, however it has refocused my goals of doing legitimate research in the field of hallucinogens.
I don't have an accurate scale so my normal dose is usually between 30 and 40 mg which I can easily measure with a .5cc measuring cup I happen to own. However I believe there must have been a substantial amount of residual dmt in the vial that my friends failed to vaporize. Given my history of experimentation I would estimate the dose I ended up receiving as closer to to 90-110 mg range.
I will edit this when I wake up later to better fit the desired format of the forum, I just needed to put this down before I forgot it, though I don't know that I ever will...