Alright y'all...
In the interest of love and community I will try and reiterate my feeling that:
A) The Mods are not bad people, and I recognize their dilemmas
B) TEKs & clear, practical help for people who come here are the foundation of the Nexus
C) No one should be afraid to have their statements challenged (whatever they might be saying)
D) Nobody is perfect, and making mistakes is human
E) It is possible to be very knowledgeable about something and still be wrong or say something that can be shown to be untrue
Furthermore, (Jbark I'm talking to you)... there is
no agenda or insidious plot to do anything here. No one is trying to change anyone's worldviews or make any drastic alterations to the structure here. Let's not get all 'chicken little' about this.
What is happening is that people come here to discuss what they have experienced because they often have nowhere else to do this. Many of these experiences fall outside of science. Science can not prove one way or another whether such recent topics as
astral projection,
shared dreaming,
telepathy,
chakra activation,
satori experiences, and the seeming
reality of entities are true or not... not yet anyway. Given the amount of people who are coming here having had experiences of these sorts, and given the well established trip report record confirming that these are frequent themes for psychonauts... it is inconceivable that we
not discuss these things.
So what it comes down to is:
1) Do we allow certain people to come on every esoteric thread and belittle and berate people for sharing?
2) Is it okay to call people crazy (with no scientific proof of this claim, mind you)?
3) Do we really want to be shutting down these conversations that dozens of people are enjoying and engaged in... just because they make certain people uncomfortable?
4) Is it fair to put all such threads under a banner (in a remote corner of our city) that reads (for all intents and purposes) '
fairytales and crazy stories?'
This is the crux of the matter.
I can't speak for every wide-eyed rainbow child of light (a truly
wonderful bunch of people btw) who comes here, and I am somewhat tired of being the poster child for
pure mysticism as my scientific cred is pretty good. The head of my physics department considered me his best student. (I wasn't, but I came to his office hours and hung out with him a lot outside of class... instead of doing homework.
)
All I can say, is I make no claims about
absolute truth. I am constantly reminding everyone that I am not trying to convince anyone of anything... and this
is the case. I freely admit that my experiences are
subjective and I do not attempt to use them to make a case for the objective truth of any phenomenon. A lot of people tend to miss this, and insist that I am trying to make claims or present objective cases for things... which I am
certainly not.
That said, I
do have a lot of experience with these things. A ridiculously (embarrassingly) huge amount. I don't think it is fair to insist that I act like I can't lucid dream every night without fail... because I can. Do I have to prove that to share my experiences? How would that even be possible on an
anonymous forum? I have been to Hyperspace repeatedly and
repeatably without any drug or plant to assist me... should I not be allowed to share that with people who are directly asking me about it? I can also astral project...
ahem... I have the
subjective experience of astral projection, and I have the equally subjective experience of confirming my findings when I return to my body.
Let me just say that if I sound confident of my experiences... it is
because I am. For me, there is no question of the validity of my experience, and I don't think it right for me to pretend I find all of this more mysterious and befuddling than I actually do.
Within the context of my Internal Kung Fu background, none of this stuff is unbelievable or unheralded. Dreamwork is a science for us, and one of the higher forms of internal cultivation in our system. Chi Kung leads to Shen Kung leads to Ching Kung and more. These Nei Kung systems includes a ton of things you guys find crazy, but they
are provable experiences. They take discipline. It takes decades to master some of this stuff. But masters didn't hand this stuff down from generation to generation for thousands of years just for kicks.
It only takes 8 years to become a Phd in science... okay maybe 20 if you count grade school. It takes 50 years to master a complete system of Kung Fu (which includes acupunture, herbs, energy healing, calligraphy, meditation, chi kung, dreaming, sexual yogic practices... as well as physical cultivation and fighting).
I don't ask that any of you respect the unproven claims of Kung Fu masters (or
shaman, or
mystics et. al.), but to claim that they are all
crazy nutjobs is simply not true. The wisdom of yogis and brujos, kahunas and witch doctors is not off topic here, as far as I am concerned. These are the people who
gave us the mushroom, salvia, iboga, ayahuasca, yopo, soma and much much more. These are not people who we should be chasing away.
If you are afraid that the outside world will view psychonauts in a worse light due to mysticism being present here... you don't seem to get how much they
already despise you. Even the most scientific of us here are still considered insane criminals by the establishment.
House keeps talking about MAPS. Well, I have been to 4 MAPS conferences. I have partied at Albert Hoffman's 100 and 101st birthday parties at the MAPS conference in Basel. I have met the Shulgins. I was friends with Terrence McKenna for 15 years before he died (spent weeks at his entheogen farm on the Big Island). I have met Rick Strassman, Alex Grey, DM Turner, and the whole crew of heads that stand at the forefront of psychedelic research (soul revealing). I know Rick Doblin. I've raved with Daniel Pinchbeck. I knew Jack Herer and Dennis Peron personally (sleeping over at their houses). I was with them when they debated the virtues of prop 215 (written by Dennis) vs. the CHI (written by Jack). I personally got over 1000 signatures for both initiatives. I know Erich Von Danniken, knew Zechariah Sitchin, did healing gatherings with Jose Arguelles and his wife back in the 80's... I studied with Humbatz Men, have done 2 week peyote fasts in Real de Catorce, have been many times to the Amazon... was doing Ayahuasca before many people in the US knew what it was.
I hate to have to name drop, and state my credentials, but you do yourselves and me a disservice to think that I am a person who talks out his ass. What I have said above only scratches the surface of my involvement in entheogenic (creating G*d within) studies.
My experiences are valid...
for me. They are not simply a handful of odd occurrences, but a huge amount of very controlled explorations and experiments conducted by myself and a host of other critically thinking freaks. And, if anyone asks me about them, I have usually been rather forthcoming because the people who find my anecdotes inspiring are usually people who have had similar experiences
already, and I am able to give them some advice that might save them some time or heartache... at least they can enjoy the wild tales. Everyone can enjoy a wild tale, actually... no one is forcing anyone to take them seriously.
There is no reason to be
afraid of people telling tales that most people shouldn't believe... that is what DMT exploration is all about. Nothing I have said is dangerous or likely to cause anyone harm. Encouraging people to make extractions of an illegal substance with volatile chemicals is far more dangerous to their health and well being than riffing about telepathic experiences. And, make no mistake, we should
not stop helping people do safe extractions...
I won't keep responding to everyone here. I have said about as much as one can say on this without writing a book. If someone asks me a specific question (in
sincerity not in condescension) I will answer, but I have pretty much done my best for all the people who have goaded me on. I would never have gone this far without many members here
asking me to continue to stand up for them.
I will end this lengthy post by giving you my analogy for what we are doing here...
I see psychonauts as explorers and pioneering discoverers of lands unknown. We are like the explorers of old... sailing off in low tech vessels to encounter things undreamed of by our land bound countrymen back home.
The Nexus is like an
Explorer's Club circa the early 1500's. The New World is still fabulously new, and many laymen still doubt that the world is even round. We, who have been to the New World... meet to drink (SHE) and share tales.
One explorer who has been to the Caribbean might find another who has been to the Pacific Coast and sailed around Tierra Del Fuego to be fanciful and unbelievable. Icebergs and the Southern Lights?
Ppfh. Reports of giant redwood Sequoias would be laughed at. Many would marvel at tales of the size of some of the Aztec cities (bigger than London?
nay...). Of course, some fantastic stories would prove true, and some would remain fantasy (El Dorado, Paititi, La Canela, Cibola, the Fountain of Youth etc.). But, given the extent of the ruins we
have found, and
continue to find... who is to say that one of those lost cities of gold won't be found as well?
Peace and blessings fellow pathfinders... I love you all from the bottom of my heart.
HF
"Curiouser and curiouser..." ~ Alice
"Do not believe in anything simply because you have heard it. Do not believe in anything simply because it is spoken and rumored by many. Do not believe in anything simply because it is found written in your religious books. Do not believe in anything merely on the authority of your teachers and elders. Do not believe in traditions because they have been handed down for many generations. But after observation and analysis, when you find that anything agrees with reason and is conducive to the good and benefit of one and all, then accept it and live up to it." ~ Buddha