Ok so its time for me to try and recall my second brew session. I already wrote down my first in the
introduction essay forum.
Since it was about two years ago i cant remember it all but i think i can write down the essentialls.
This was two weeks after the first session wich had totally opened my heart and mind, it had been pure pleasure, no nausea or anxiety at all so i had a good feeling about the second try!
I had a prepared jar of 20g of MHRB and 6 or 7g of syrian rue seeds wich i grinded and boiled on spot.
I was at a friends house who was gonna try it for the first time and he had limited psychedelic experience.
We prepared with cushions, dimed light, purge buckets and a good ambient play list.
As we sat down with our glasses i explained roughly what he should prepare him self for as good as possible from my earlier experience with aya and changa. I explained that I had poured up around 3g of syrian rue tea and what it was for and containing.
After we had drunk it, I poured up the mimosa tea and started to explain what it contained and that we had to wait half an hour or so for the maois to take effect. Meanwhile we smoked some joints and talked.
So 30 min went and we could both feel the effects of the rue tea so we decided to drink the second glass.
I explained that i had poured up about 5g of the dmt containing mimosa tea and that he could decide himself if he wanted to drink it all or not. I had decided to drink about 3-4/5 and I drank 4/5 he had half.
We smoked some more while waiting for it to begin and after about 40 min we started to feel the effects at the same time.
We leaned back and got comfy as the room started to morph and light started to fill both my body and my field of vision.
It appered an wormhole like thing in thin air wich twisted an swirled and something started to emerge out of it.
At first i couldnt recognize what it was but as it or acctually they came closer i saw what they were.
It was my first encounter with hyperspace entitys, they were like glowing stick figures and had african looking masks on and spears and shields in their hands. These guys stayed with me for the rest of the night dancing around me all the time and I emidietly felt that these entitys was here to protect and guide me so i felt safe enough to relax and let go and close my eyes. More visions started to pour over me! I cant remember them all but it was pretty intense and alot more then my first time. but i remember one though it was of an sinister looking clown/ demon that i have tattooed on my chest and with that vision i fellt anxiety crawling up my spine and nasuea right away! What happened at this point has changed alot for me with both psychedelics and in "normal life" I decided to take controll! I tought for my self that this is all in youre mind and you are in controll of youre own mind! in a flash second all anxiety and nausea was blown away and replaced with extreme bliss and joy!
Incredible! more visions poured over me butiful stuff i cant really exactly remember or explain but the feeling is still with me.
then another unforgetable vision dominated this trip it was two clay figures male and female fused together by their hands and feet spinning around up there, like they were dancing in hyperspace. I fellt really connected to these two but couldnt understand why.
Now the rest of the trip is blurry since it was a long time ago. The trip was graduatly slowing down and eventually i was back.
I had asked my friend several times during the experience if everything was ok and he said they were everytime and when we both had landed we sat up and talked all about what we had gone thru over a joint. That was when my phone rang and i picked up. It was my ex GF who had dumped me two weeks earlier (read about it in my intro essay) She told me that she also have had the brew that night, it was her first time. She said
- think I met you up there! I could feel youre presence.
It hit me! those clay figurines was me and her! We had met up there, connected, danced together in love! It blew my mind! AMAZING!!!
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