it all sounds a bit nutty and unbelievable also very subjective but, thats how i percieved it and its real for me. Probably would not believe it myself would i only have read about it

if you want only the god story then scroll down to Episode 4



Episode 1 - meeting the hyperdimensional masters

once upon a hyperspace travel i met what i would describe hyperdimensional masters.

Not to go into too much detail but these are extreemly intelligent beings that live primarily in dimensions that are more suptlke then thought

First time i met them they were playing with me and made me laugh like a little kid when it gets amazed by an expierience, this expierience was constructing/showing different dimensions in a manner that did not scare me but hint at their existance.

Benelovent enough i have met them on every hyperspace trip ever since. They are formless but can transform into any shape, they are one but consist of a huge amount of souls.

It was also hinted to me that to those higher beings we appear smilar like ants appear to us, pretty damn small

all that went down with them and more is a rather long story so i wont go into it more then the above - it was over several sessions





Oke


Episode 2 - forceful transformation - 30 minutes LSD potentiated DMT expierience


taking lsd for real the first time

day before i had taken a half and not noticed any effects exept being more relaxed and more aware of my breathing

this day i was dosing 2 1/2 krishna blotters, those seem to be quite weak.

not many visuals but a great amount of clarity in my mind


this clarity enabled me to see some things that are very important to me personally

seeing clearly the path in my life that will make me delirously happy, my function in this dimension


communicating with what the hyperdimensional masters through thought, the main message was:

to get aligned with all of this what i want to achive in my life i have to be deconstruced and reconstructed through a egoshattering dmt expierience

that was fine with me


i lie down in my bed take the pipe and go through my personal future that is presented to me

the dialoge goes something like this, it is a bit longer but i left out the repetitive part:

"What do you want?"

"I want this and that."

"Are you sure"

"Yes"

"This and that will happen then, are you ok with that?"

"Yes" and fully accepting what will happen on my part

"You will need to do this and that, are you ok with that?"

"Positive"

"Then this and that will happen, can you handle that"

"Yes" i say... although my heart is not ready to support this coming reality (most likely possible reality) fully, mostly because it includes a family member dying and me shouldering a huge amount of responsibility for the lifes of many people.

"Oke lets go then, you know what you have to do"

i have to take a huge amount of dmt to ensure ego death so i be ready for whats coming in this 3d dimension here

i start vaping and while vaping i meet resistance in my emotions, the desire to remain in this state of newly gained clarity instead of advancing into destruction, staying in that comfortable space

i vape another one, and another one. Should take another one or more to ensure destruction but i chicken out on it to enjoy the current state...


Im in hyperspace with the hyperdimensional masters, everything is transforming as usual and i guess i can play around like i did before.

Instead space gets compacted smaller and and the question "WHY?!?" gets very present in my mind.

"WHY did you not go further if it is what you really want in life, why?!?"

While this is happening space is getting smaller and smaller.

Control over my physical body gets taken away from me part by part

"WHY?!? if you want this you have to go further, we cant do this only the higher power can do it. Why did you not go further!?!"

i get really wrangled for chickening out

they communicate to me that if i want something for real and then i dont do that, im no good, i dont pass the quality check that we are here for in this dimension

furthermore, as the things that i chose to do make a change in the world, the preposition comes that my soul needs to be replaced with a funtioning one. One that does not chicken out of doing its function

If i had felt body at that point i would have pooped myself, i felt as if i had very little power. Not enough courage to handle the problems that are real and lying ahead.

the life was starting to get drained out of me in order to replace me, i begged for another shot at it getting it right. It was hinted to me that if i fail in my function in life i will die prematurely. Chickening out like that i would fail.

it freaked me out so much i almost wanted to repress the expierience, with all my power i opened my eyes and was about to break the paralysis i was put in and forget about the whole episode. The voice in my head stated clearly that i can go on and lie to myself about it, but i would know the truth and i would fail with what i want to do if i escape.

i closed my eyes and begged

the life energy was sucked to almost zero and i was almost dead but i dearly wanted another shot at this life and my role in it.

After what seemed a very long time in almost panic, realizing i had no power over what is going on and that i could only beg, i was shown something that resembled a finger with two bubbles in it, one was in use by another being that resembled an embryo.

I was put into the empty bubble and an told to swallow what comes out of the tube that is inside the bubble, a very professional alien was about to explain me the different sources this tube is connected to but i dint care to know what was in that tube i just ignored him started swallowing

i swallowed more and more

feeling that it was some potent psychic liquid in there i swallowed like a motherfucker

i felt parts of my body again, liquid coming form my brain through my spine filling the spine behind the navel region.

fear shock and trauma were still present but i had regained hope and some bit of composure.

Now that i had life in my again i was proposed to take another huge hit to try again immediatly

i could not bring myself to do it, besides i could already feel the kind person that i was tripping with getting uneasy. After all i was in hyperspace for almost half an hour at that point.

so i swallowed some more liquid and some more before i rationalized myself out of the trip

being pretty shaken but oke

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Episode 3 - functional unit

Another LSD trip with one Krishna and an Avatar tab

This was my first trip on LSD where i expierienced beautiful hallucinations in which i could dive around as i pleased.

My intelligence and deeper understanding of life in general was increased so much that i instead of dwelling in this newfound beauty realized my position in this cosmic creation. It is a very small, but nonetheless important role.

Being brought to life by life itself in order to perform a function for others, take care of myself to remain functional and enjoy the creation.

This i realized is the human nature, as well as the nature of every animal, every plant every cell, every molecule, planet and star.

A thread that runs throughout all of lifes creations that i have met so far.

Good and evil, which sides we are on does not seem to matter. What matters is only that we make an effort to perform our function. It does not matter what that function is, we can choose ourselves. I had chosen what mine is.

Be of use to others

So instead of enjoying the beauty of the hallucinations i started happly cleaning my toiled and doing some work before i fell into a slumber with a huge self satisfied grin.







Episode 4 - meeting big G

This day i prepared some hawaian ayahuasca for me, 50g caapi and 25g or so viridis.

One hour after the caapi i drank the viridis and lay down on my yogamat smoking a cuban cigar. Prepping myself for clearity being forced upon me.

My pukebucked and dmtpipe beside me.

So i lie there in the darkness and feel just a tiny bit of the caapi. Not even a nausea. What i do feel though is the unusual desire to turn on a movie! Actually it was an interview by Gregg Braden that he made for some movie.

So i watch that instead of having any kind of psychic visuals.

Although not being very aware of the activity of the aya i get very specific mental input from the hyperdimensional masters.

Questions related to the relationship of the human heart and this realities reaction to its impulses were the main topic of my telepathic communication.

In any case, i raised the question if i can meet god now for transformation. Of course i could, i "just" needed to smoke enough with the right intent.

I sat myself up straight in siddhasana.

Oke then, this time firm and determined to take enough i started vaping a very big amount of dmt. My eyes were open and i saw the patterns on instead of any other texture on the objects around me. Barely being able to control my body i was about to close my eyes and the hyperdimensional masters told me that it is not enough!! I would again end up with not taking enough, this could not fucking happen.

So i took all my willpower and took an enourmous hit with open eyes seeing the most elaborate textures on everything except the flame of the lighter. Luckily i dint feel my body anymore anyways otherwise i might have coughed from the huge hit.


Lightspeed³ layers of reality i see our universe, another layer around it and another one and every layer is alive. has even a face. One i rember in particular looked a little bit like a ladybug and had a huge funny grin on his face.

Oke so im travelling through the onion layers of reality at light speed. Realizing that there may be an infinite amount. At that moment i know im there, im with god and he, well its not a "he" but its not a "she" or an "it" so for simplicity sake i say "he", he shows me many many many things

i mostly ask for things relevant to my life and how to perform this elaborate function that i choose to perform. In the most simple ways i get answered. To my astonishment the things i am told i have been told for years by some very wise people that i did not take serious enough to follow their advice.
It just seemed too simple...

After a very very long time in this godspace where i realized many things, im calling this god for lack of a better term..., i come back to this dimension.

Not much i can elaborate as most i have gotten is very much related to the questions i had but what id like to say is that everything, everything is known by the great creator. Also the hyperdimensional masters are always watching. We are never alone, never ever alone.

oke so much for seeing god

Can you elaborate what and who were telling these things?

Thanks for sharing

the first question covered was of course my main vision in life, which was illuminated in a detail which was not clear to me at all. Its quite far out but really simple if the basics are right. That is the frequency im channeling, my attitude towards myself/life.

that would include general things like:

treat everyone with respect...
listen to your father...
keep your place always tidy, dont live like a pig...
if you want milk then you got to feed the cow properly...
you have been given everything you need and more, USE THIS. Most people don't get this shot in life...
give everything from you and everything will be given to you...
other such statements which all stem from the same attitude

which have been told to me all my life by several different people, mostly by the teachers i respect the most: a german shaman woman, a superhuman rabbi, my father who is also a planthealer
other sources have been many other people, sometimes even media.

Extreemly simple and largely obvious statements that they dont require much thinking but just execution

all such obvious simple stuff that i somehow managed to be partially ignorant about, had elephants in my room all the time.
Now, a week later i still have some elephants which are slowly released but im a lil bit changed in terms of motivation and things happen around me that are in my/our favor but seem to be outside my range of personal influence.

much more information was shared, it was very similar to the iboga session i had in a way.
Many personal things were worked through quite fast.

Although what i met now i perceived to be me and nature and beyond nature, universe, multiverse and whatnot. Absolutely here and beyond



i think the main point is that everyone who wishes so can do it, im sure this meeting can be repeated if someone has the sincere desire, attitude and the courage to take some huge frigging hits, and then one or two more

diapers recommended btw

no seriously, no need to worry

everything is real, all our thoughts are as real as our car and refrigerator, nothing can be ignored anymore.

"gods"/"beings of higher intelligence and power" may deny a meeting if they dont wish but the core of creation is pure, allknowing, omnipotent why should it deny such a simple request of one of its creations? It/theallcompassing does not. Just got to knock on the door with your heart

Whenever I talk to the father he usually comes as an ultra bright light, kind of spectrumnated/pixelated. One time was engulfed in a golden light, but always light. I have seen a shadowy figure in the light, but no details as of yet.

how do i know..........

I know.

thank you for sharing that with me and others....if what you were told was to respect others.. to me that is something a true open heart knows.. to never bring pain.to try to understand.. the people around me come correct with much respect.. i never forget to tell someone i love them and push for all to help others..the bad or mean as some call them.. i am never afraid to call out and insist a change.. as i have said we want a loving compasionate world but are afraid to stand up against the wrongs committed.. seems to leave so many short of the goal.. but within this forum i find so many loving hearts..that change in us all will come.. i needed to see this. it helps me to not give up .when im shocked at what i see and hear.. thank you again my friend..peace be with you...now go get em!!!!

Respect.

A'halahey.ho'wey'oweyo wey'a-hoh!

Niiice! Great literature!