Hello all was having a quick thought and thought I would share. I have had lots of breakthroughs with spice over the years but am returning after a long break. When I first tried spice years back I would have pretty heavy anxiety before lift off but once broken through I would almost always follow up with several more breakthroughs noticing the anxiety was gone. There was a point when I was breaking through weekly sometimes much more almost daily. I remember around this time I had almost completely removed all pre-launch anxiety. I have noticed with my breakthroughs again recently I have the intense anxiety beforehand again. I know its all good but I still can't help it its weird. I think its partially because my ego knows its about to be demolished and set aside for awhile. Perhaps before when breaking through more often I had begone to raise my ego from a little boy to a man who knows when its time to take a seat. Any thoughts on this?

Sorry for that bit of ramble I kind of went off topic there. The reason I started this post was to discuss ground covered in hyperspace. Over time using spice I have found that I personally would make progress within hyperspace. That is I would learn a lesson and then be able to move forward/deeper into hyperspace. This would happen to the extend where if I received what one might call a message and clearly got it, then proceeded to ignore it I would be blocked out of hyperspace. By this I mean I could blast off but never get past the lower levels of amazing interwoven patterns and such. This has happened a few times when finally I would give it a few days reflect and make changes if necessary. Before I go any further perhaps I should explain that IMO spice and how it works is 100% individualized to the user. With me it often shows me things (in its own ways which are usually quite incredible) about myself through its help I come to realizations and sometimes make changes that seem to push me toward being a better person. I can say that everything it has ever shown me in its ways has been good if not great for me. It seems to want the best for me With this being said over the years I have covered quite a bit of ground in hyperspace at times getting so deep and being shown so much its simply ineffable. Anyway as I said before it has been a while until recently. I noticed right away when breaking through for the first time in awhile that all the old experiences were logged and stored in someway. Perhaps upstairs in my brain and they all just came flooding back. Within the first moments of the experience there was a flood of all the old ground covered, all the lessons learned and such came pouring back and I was very rapidly brought up to speed. I of course had retained lots of what I learned in past but this was different so detailed all the little things everything it was all there in an instant. I seemed to have picked up where I left off before and been refreshed on all my old experiences in a hyperspace way. I don't know if this makes sense to anyone else but just thought I would mention it. Do you think with each experience we make progress in hyperspace which is in some way stored and allows later exploration into deeper realms?

Spice exploration is definately like a ladder for me. And sometimes the trip after the last trip is kind of like a continuing last trip... It definately takes long time to get even slightly familiar with the spice!