often - i get a headrush - almost blacking out
the way i handle it is to drop the height of my head and breath heavily
its the oddest trip ever - leaves me with an odd expression on my face
long ago i failed at stopping it and i think i had like a seizure and stopped breathing for 3 mins - freaked aegle out
actually i think its happend 3 times in total
often i get a major realization - that i have to struggle to hold onto - to bring back into this realm.
i had brainscans, blood tests, and many other tests and all say im as strong as a mule - so idk or really care i just accept it as part of life - i even enjoy it.
anyone else have this happen to them on a regular basis ?
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IT IS ONLY TO THE EXTENT THAT WE ARE WILLING TO EXPOSE OURSELVES OVER AND OVER AGAIN TO ANNIHILATION THAT WE DISCOVER THAT PART OF OURSELVES THAT IS INDESTRUCTIBLE.
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