One toke and breakthrough. For the record, it was my sixth time visiting with the dude (my name for this elf). It felt like I was in hyperspace for hours (real time= 5min, 5sec).

Where the last time I was scolded by the elves, this time I was rewarded (again) with what I call a bliss trip. They knew I was feeling down about stuff happening in my life and was feeling anxious even before the trip. I had been feeling this way for weeks, even being scared of the spice because of the previous experience. I felt it calling me, and I would feel anxiety and push it out of my head. I would say to myself, "today I will go," but I would find an excuse not to, like it's not the right setting or there's no sitter, or I have too much on my mind. But tonight, I could not stand the anxiety anymore. I listened to Terence McKenna and that helped a lot. I called for my sitter and he brought some incense and here I am.

He (the dude) communicated to me that he was aware of my bad feelings and that not to worry, because it is NOTHING compared to the love that exists in their place. He reminded me of that by literally pouring the energy of love into me, and all of my sadness, worry, anxiety left instantly. He communicated that whatever negative experiences that people have is a human condition and that that does not exist outside that condition. He then "extended" my stay, letting me visit longer than normal and returned me gently with the message loud and clear in my mind to take back with me.

I came out of hyperspace, utterly at peace, with a single tear running from my eye.

just wow.

I had a similar experience.... I feel bad, I want to see them again, but I just don't know if I can... I think it's I just don't need it right now, and when I do, they'll be there

Thanks for sharing.

i dont understand what he ment by negative expereinces are just a human condition. I mean they really are negative there is no way to get around it, just like the loving experience you had it truely well.... positive. I've had one particular negative expereince that i dont understand why it was so cruel and harsh to me,i felt absued spiritually...actually tortured is what it felt like. On the other hand my lattest adventures have been in a place i can only describe as heaven... raw pure love. So i'm confused and perplexed by these parallel experiences. I personal was never given an explination (or at least i forget it once baseline) so i still want to know how you interpreted his answer.

Maybe what was meant was the fact that we are *still* human means that we can and will experience sadness, anger, fear, etc...

But once we transcend this condition, those feelings can no longer exist. DMT is the bridge, the single commonality between this and hyperspace, so yes, we are able to experience both positive and negative extremes.

that is so beautiful

swim hasn't been smoking because of something similar... basically swim has intimate relations with this girl and is being told in nearly every smoking experience.. last 5-8 experiences... that swim shouldn't be with her.. swim can't figure out why, because her and her family have so much love that it's insane.. anyways,, long story short.. swim hasn't been journeying because swim wants to figure this out and move forward.. the problem has been if whether or not swim is fighting some type of negative energy within himself that comes from religious background and is supposed to overcome or if swim really shouldn't be with her ... swim is going to visit a brew this weekend and is excited ... and is hoping for wide open arms of love and bliss... because it's been way confusing with this girl... swim thought and believed that she was his twin flame only to find out that she isn't.. suuuper confusing.. because all this amazing cosmic stuff was happening when we met... i guess she was brought to "help" swim.. it's been super enlightening.. but also very confusing, causing cloudy judgement.. ...

whoops sorry to ramble...