antrocles wrote:the carrier wave that was SO strong and the crashing of the ocean that had no apparent rhythm with one another....synced. at the same time, the fabric of everything that i floated within formed a perfect sphere that was infinite in it's volume....which, too, created a sound...and this sound syned with the other two to create the name (or should i say, sound) of the oneness of all things.
my name.
my true name. it was a sound. a perfect sound. a language that is far more advanced than the simple bending of air we call 'words'. there is a geometry that is born of this sound. a structure. it is the language of the universe and to try to squish it down into a simple word i can write out is impossible. ....but it sounded kind of like "doug".  !! L&G!! "Rise above the illusion of time and you will have tomorrow's
wisdom today."
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Happy Birthday!  Thank you so much for sharing. Your breathtaking report is a work of art! I really appreciate when people can paint a picture and make you feel like you're there. Beautiful!
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this was my first time reading this.. absolutely awesome report ant!
you never cease to amaze me man..
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Wow, I missed that birthday report until today while catching up (and doing a bit of research for a little brew this evening)...well, well it sounds like your birthday was indeed an infinitely happy one all by itself, but let's squeeze in one more "Happy Birthday, Antrocles" wish and we'll see if spice enables one to tell the difference between infinity and infinity+1 !!! Either way, with that report you clearly gave US the best gift of all. I'm sure at least 9 out of 10 Nexians are most grateful! WHOA!
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Missed this as well. Thank you for sharing your birthday/graduation with us, upperclassman. As always, cannot do your inspiration justice. <3 PK Dick is to LSD as HP Lovecraft is to Mushrooms
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antrocles wrote:antrocles wrote:the carrier wave that was SO strong and the crashing of the ocean that had no apparent rhythm with one another....synced. at the same time, the fabric of everything that i floated within formed a perfect sphere that was infinite in it's volume....which, too, created a sound...and this sound syned with the other two to create the name (or should i say, sound) of the oneness of all things.
my name.
my true name. it was a sound. a perfect sound. a language that is far more advanced than the simple bending of air we call 'words'. there is a geometry that is born of this sound. a structure. it is the language of the universe and to try to squish it down into a simple word i can write out is impossible. ....but it sounded kind of like "doug". !! L&G!! Happy Birthday Brother Ant! ( or Doug.) What a great woman friend you have, and once again, I so much loved reading your reports. I've had the opportunity to do quite a but of venturing myself lately, yet I still feel like such a novice in the preparation, use, and involvement in spiritual journeys, even though I've been venturing for a few years. I grow stronger in faith and knowledge from your reports my friend. Peace
Mad Banshee
Note that the poster of this message would never actually use or recommend to use illegal substances. He is just an attention seeker and should be considered to be lying about everything he posts and his posts are only for the sake of generating discussion.
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I am so very ready to face my fear and dispel it, I know I can do it and I know now is the time for my transformation, may this life lead me to that.. "That which I avoid I will become a slave to, that which I confront I will master."
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Happy re-birthday to you! And many more! Your receiving a name rang true here and inspired a thread on receiving a name ... thought it would be interesting to hear from the Nexus on that experience. https://www.dmt-nexus.me...=210431&#post210431
Maybe its just ego pandering - but its sure cuts to the heart of 'maybe your not who/what you think you are'. "I know not its name, but i call it Tao." "Blinded by their own sight, hearing, feeling, and knowing, they don't perceive the radiance of the source. If they could eliminate all conceptual thinking, this source would appear, like the sun rising through the empty sky and illuminating the whole universe." - Huang Po
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Excellent report, I was literally on the edge of my seat from the first word. It is an experience like this that reminds me of the awesome effect that DMT will have on human evolution O, and to get my ass off of the Nexus, and back in the lab!  Hydrocarbon is indeed a real person existing in real time. However, Hydrocarbon is actually a proxy for another individual, Nemano, that lives outside the realm of current Terran laws and regulations. All posts made by Hydrocarbon in which "I", "me", and other references to himself are the voice of Nemano speaking digitally through Hydrocarbon. Any illicit, immoral, or otherwise questionable behavior that Hydrocarbon appears to be admitting to are actually the actions of Nemano.
Occasionally, Hydrocarbon has been known to inject his twisted sense of humor into Nemano's words, but anything stated that was particularly witty or insightful was most likely not the result of Hydrocarbon's intellect.
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