Since having mastered the art of extraction, i have become more and more adventurous in the other realm.
So tonight, i packed myself a very generous sized breakthrough dose (.09g) in my trusty interdimensional transversing apparatus, in between some damiana with a screen on top like always. Before taking my hit, i put myself in a light state of meditation and focused on my breathing as well as the questions i have that i would like to come out of my trip knowing.
So i took my hit, long slow and deep. Then struggled, but was successful in taking another hit to finish the little last of what was left in the bowl as well as in the chamber.
As expected, i blasted off into the world of colors and entities and sheer beauty, only this time it seemed as if i gained some lucidity. Suddenly, it was as if time exploded. I was the master of the universe. I literally could make things move, appear, disappear, explode, anything. I could transverse forward and backward through time. I saw my entire life play as if it were a movie on super fast forward, but i could still make everything out. I could grasp the concept of multiple dimensions, and i could move in and out and through them. (This is literally impossible to explain with words, and after coming back, i no longer can maintain this concept due to the limits of my physical mind)
Then came the experience, i felt (moreso than ever before) a 100% feeling of oneness. Physical unity with everything that is. I then became people, and saw through their eyes, I was a shaman deep in the Amazon, I was Bob Dylan performing on stage, I was Hunter Thompson, finishing up the last sentence of a book, I was my dog, I was my bed, i was everything that is good in this world, i was everything evil. When i was slowly coming back and opened my eyes, i could control my visuals and contort the room into a disastrous blur of objects that continued to grow and shrink as if everything were inflatable. I looked at my dog and i could hear her thoughts flowing through my head. They were funny and simple, i thought to myself, "Ah, clearly dog thoughts". Then i closed my eyes again, and everyone there seemed very excited and jumpy. They "told" me that i must come back soon because i am very close, but i there are many things still to know. I then got the overwhelming feeling that i should smoke more and go back, but that feeling was quickly beaten down by the feeling of nausea, (which i was "told" was because i drank too much tea before my trip). By then the feeling of a need to return instantly was gone, but i still feel as if i must go back AS SOON AS POSSIBLE.
I am now in the process of gaining information on aya/pharmahuasca. Really leaning towards pharma methinks. Well, this post was disappointingly bland and i apologize. By the time i got to writing it most of my memories had faded. Maybe the next one will be better