So after my extraction success yesterday I attempted to smoke it at first in a small joint and then in my new mini machine ala Q21Q21, which works quite well, thanks for that!

The joint gave me a mild body buzz with a sense that there was a box I couldn't find the key for, there was mild light enhancement and a sense of well-being. I also had CEVs that are similar to before Ayahuasca kicks in, the same reds and purples swirling about, ready to take form.

The next attempt was later that day, I didn't load the pipe so well and my friend has my scales so I couldn't tell the dosage. I took 1 long toke and after no time at all the taste synergised with a feeling of rising in my back and shoulders and as I was looking at my laptop it became... I don't know, more real I suppose, very defined. I turned to look at the rest of the room, it was also in this state, colours, tones, edges were all sharpened and enhanced. It was very beautiful. Why oh why isn't there research into the visual effects of this chemical? I sparked the pipe again to get an increase of these effects, I had mild euphoria and a sense that everything was good. The light-bulb sparkled and glowed magnificently. It's like everything I seen was the insides of an alien spaceship. If you could imagine what a caveman would make of the beauty of our new glossy plastics, it is like what I made of the aliens even glossier materials. Behind closed eyes were Ayahuasca type visuals again. I was surprised at how easily I could walk around, I took the bins out to see some plants, they looked normal but just wonderful, unexplainable. It's as if true eye-sight was unleashed.

The next time was all the same, but a little further, with closed eyes I seen a young couple embracing each other and felt as if something was intentionally showing me these things for some reason. I also seen a little girl, almost Victorian with her family, as she ran ahead it became only her insight. A smile ran across my face and I felt appreciation for childlike innocence and purity. The girl became one of those Russian dolls which fit inside of each other and it started peeling and peeling. It was transforming in strange dimensional ways. I felt inclined to move toward the image, I leant forward and got closer, I went more and more forward until I went past the image and into a green fractal image. After this I felt very good.

My most recent and furthest journey was half an hour ago. It was from the residue of a bowl I was using to evaporate, rubbing the metal scrubber all over the bowl worked very well and got basically all of the residue off the bowl and onto the scrubber, down to the high surface area. I took one toke and blew out after 7 seconds, feeling the rushing effect coming on I quickly took another hit, the taste had grown appealing. Half way through this hit the bulb took on the spaceship style mentioned above, a good marker. I blew out & thought of Terence's words "1 MORE HIT" and went for it again, only managing to get half way through before hearing a "woooooooshhhhh", a hyper-spacial kettle boiling perhaps. I blew out, the taste taking over my whole body. In amazement I sat and watched my room become more and more defined, starting to crystallize and take up patterning. I thought "Sit and watch, pay attention" as a massive grin took over my face. I was moved to close my eyes and seen the strange non-sense objects I see when on Ayahuasca. My memory is iffy about what the objects exactly were until the final one. This was one of the entities I see/sense on Ayahuasca, he was holding a plastic box with an object inside of it. The entity was human like but was only a faint outline with no facial features, the usual entities I observe, motionless but full of unknown intent. The object had the vague shape of a sphere, but of course, not a sphere at all. It had many layers, some liquid, some gas, some I do not know. At the centre there was something which resembled a fetus, it went through a few of the layers. It morphed. I started to make my usual sounds which seem to hit a certain note which tunes in with my brain frequency as I did this there was strange electric static sounds accompanying it along with nonsense language in the back of my head (where all the nonsense language seems to come from in my trips). I started to lean forward from my cross legged position and again there was, what some people call the Chrysanthemum in magnificent blues, taking heed of my Aquarian identity. I got deeper into this thing and felt the urge to open my eyes and pull back. As I did so I felt a crazy euphoria as if I was pulling the trip back. Upon arrival my room was still a spaceship, pipe still in hand, a smile across my face in awe of the beauty.

I felt as if somehow my true identity as a being (and all human identities) was revealed through this "true-eyesight". There is definitely something to DMT, what is it? It beckons me forward into more experiences in hope that I learn of it's nature. But I know this nature is very far from all of our understandings. I feel no fear when picking up the DMT pipe, I wish that the beauty of this experience could be shown to all and I can't wait to go further!