This is a summary of my first DMT experiences, it turned into a bit of a session, using the volcano vaporizer throughout...
I loaded the first chamber with just over 100mg which i believed would be enough for 2 breakthrough doses, i was planning on splitting the large bag with my friend so would take 3 big tokes & then pass it... i inhaled the first, it wasn't a very pleasant taste, the vapor was thick, perhaps a little burned as it felt very sharp on my lungs. On the second inhale i felt myself already going,
fast, my friend said the look in my eye was from here to infinity in a split second. With the third toke i realized i had finished a lot of the bag, i then closed my eyes & completely went. It was extremely intense, everything vibrated faster & faster & faster, as if perpetually for eternity, it was quite terrifying the first time this happened, i was totally sucked into the experience and it was impossible to maintain any meditative detachment.
I found it rooted out fear of losing control i didn't know i had, it was also very physically intense, a huge pressure/bodyload each time before a release on the come down. Imagine your two hands holding a wet hand towel & ringing it out as hard as you can, then releasing it and letting it unravel, i felt like that towel.
I was gone for about 6 minutes apparently, i felt as though i was writhing around in my bed but my friend said i was laying perfectly still. Towards the end my consciousness started coming back and it felt really nice, i felt a release and was able to exist in union with the experience. I saw many images during that first experience but they were going so fast i couldn't remember them until i saw them again on the subsequent experiences.
I did feel very cleansed & purified towards the end each time, but during the peak it was always completely gripping. My friend said it's a natural force like an earthquake or a storm, but in your mind. I consistently found during the peak i had intense physical pressure that gave way to weightlessness on the comedown.
When i finished off some leftover vapor in the bag i found i could go right back into the experience and it was bordering on orgasmic at times, gemoetric patterns were morphing within me and working on what felt like deep inner tensions and knots.
Some of the closed eye visuals/experiences from the first high dose started to come back to me later... i remember when a few of the doses started to kick in it was as if there were sinister chinese dragons trying to captivate my attention, trying to keep me in a state of fear. During a couple of the experiences i also saw an alien looking being, it had a long snout like an elephants yet stood upright like a human, it was a very friendly innocent looking being with huge soft eyes, around the time i saw this being i also experienced being in a setting which was very bright, clean & clinical with some kind of DMT administration going on it seemed.
It's amazing how i grew to love the taste of DMT, the taste is somehow strangely familiar, actually moreish at times, i suppose this was after it became associated with the state it induces.
I feel like DMT could be the base form of a futuristic psychedelic drug, vaping this raw form isn't really 'it' for me though, it's too fast, too harsh, too incoherent, there's no real clarity in the peaks of the high doses. I feel that it needs to find it's way through the body in a modified way, perhaps just a ROA issue.
I probably will try DMT again sometime, waking up this morning i actually want to blast off again in order to understand it more, but i just feel there has to be a better way of administering it, perhaps pharma would be what i'm looking for, or even high dose psilocin.
This was yellow DMT that was a gift, i'm now going to extract white/clear DMT myself and start slow with dosage...
Hopefully i'll be welcomed into this forum for any questions i have and to share any further experiences of this incredible substance, i can also see there's many threads i'd like to participate in so look forward to full membership!
