ok so wow talk about an eye opener, so about a month ago i went to a music arts festival with some friends and was introduced to dmt. Ive thought about doing it before but was nervous, Well the person who came to me with it was so calm and peaceful and made me feel comfortable to try it, little did i know why he was this way. So i took baby steps into it and went to the level of colors in a kalidescope pattern, and felt very relaxed i thought to myself this is really cool, now i wanna take it to the next level.
so the next evening was when i had the coolest experience, i went a little deeper and saw what people call the entity, it was of female silouhette no features. she let me know that everything was ok and to come with her so she can show me her world im guessing, but only until today did i realize i wasnt completly let in, the first time was just to show me the peacefulness and that there is more to this world by her showing herself to me. Talk about changing your outlook of life and religion, is religion oranized for people who cant see what we see? Well i went ahead and did it again the next day a few times actually, the first couple times was nothing out of the beginning stage, but the third time i went deeper and saw a masculine male silouhette and after analyzing what i saw and what he was saying for the last couple weeks i finally get it (i think). he was kinda in my face but not in a bad way, and showing me demonic like creatures (dragons,develish faces etc)they were disturbing not not scarey i was not afraid, when i started to get nervous he came into my face and said hey its ok nothing bad is going to happen but there is more to this, there can be a darkside, then it was like he was having fun making me nervous, and the female came around to say this is enough for now and he says ok im not trying to scare you even though there is a darkside it is still safe???
ok im rambling but new thoughts come as i type. So i haven't done anything since then, because i was trying to figure out what this all meant? Well i went to visit with the person who introduced me to this and we talked and i realized the spiritualness to this way of life, and am now very interseted to see how far and deep i can go, and i feel i was meant for these journeys as far as my spirirual side goes.

So today i went ahead and had some, and this time i took a few min before and cleared my mind and just asked to be enlighnted, omg, i had absolutely weightless and the female was there and conversating with me, and showed me there world where they live, there are no words, i saw the children playing and adults mingling and the love that they all have for everything as they are all one was unbelievable, then the male came in and basically said this is what it is like and this is what you should feel, i told them i completely understand now, then as i was about to come down they both were like hey focus pay attention, trying to get me to understand something almost like they new i want to learn about them and said hey there are levels and rules im not sure, im gonna take sometime to figure out what they were trying to tell me before i go back, thank you for listening.

Sounds like you had some great first experiences! Take your time, hyperspace isn't going anywhere

"i went a little deeper and saw what people call the entity"

Well, there are many entities, and many types, as you saw. Sounds like you met a mother figure and a father figure. I'm still of the school of thought that these ultimately come from your psyche, but you'll find others here to tell you otherwise. What do you think?

congratz and welcome to The Nexus!!

Very cool and as you know very inspiring to me. I am so glad that we can take these next steps in life together. your love and support mean so much to me. I love you

mystical welcome!

I am glad to see you on the Nexus. I am glad to hear you had such a wonderful experience today. It's nice to hear new member mention relaxing before and integrating after a voyage. Sounds like your on the right track.

the Nexus is loaded with volumes of information and experienced voyagers who are ready and willing to help you integrate.

thanks for sharing. I look forward to hearing more from you in the future

IHS

Hey mystical, welcome to the Nexus!