So swim has had some changa sitting for almost a month now. the time was not right until yesterday. swims changa consists of aya vine extract swim made as well as the jim jam from 100 gs of mhrb. swim had ordered a couple b caapi cuttings to try and grow and they started off bad and are most likely done for now(still trying to nurse them) but anyways the leaves from these came off so swim threw em in the mix. seemed like a perfect amount.
the leaves have still been slightly damp even after drying out for awhile. swim loads a pretty small sized bowl. tries the first toke and finds it hard to light as its a little too damp. a little bit cherried and swim got the taste, same as the jimjam smells. didnt see any smoke but could feel a definite body load or body high. something was feeling different.
swim waited a couple minutes and tries a rip again leaving the lighter on more to make sure it lights. again it was hard to rip but this time it was more cherried and swim could definitely feel a burn in the throat. held it as long as possible and while staring at the wall everything started getting a different color or tint.
Swim closes his eyes and feels the fear kick in( swims last psychedelic was 45g's of fresh cubensis aborts. it was a horrifying experience while it went on but once over very informative) swim was starting to remember this bad trip and the feeling was similar so swim concentrates on the breathing and fighting the journey.
while the eyes are closed there is slight visuals but swim is more concerned about the millions of thoughts surrounding my thought process.
Swim realizes he should of not been fighting back and let it take over me.
could it be that since it was not a big enough breakthrough swim was kind of in 2 places at once? half on earth half in hyperspace.
not sure when swim will attempt it again. even though it wasnt a total breakthrough, swim felt somewhat cleaned after this, similar to the good feeling after an insightful shroom trip.
it is amazing that what swim thought was not even a hit, as no smoke was seen, this experience is so powerful. one could imagine a huge rip out a bong
