HI!! In a recent trip, I noticed an interesting phenomenon. I was very conscious during this trip and I realized that I had been to these places in past trips, but forgot these places. I realized that I had a vague memory of these places, but only enough to come out and basically say, "that was awesome!", but little specific memory.

I would like to remind you that there is a place within the dmt world that is beyond all reality. Beyond mind, beyond the world and all of existence, yet is the most familiar and essential part of your being. It is a place of darkness, yet filled with a dazzling light show made of pure love. I remembered this place on my recent trip. When I got there, at first I was hardly conscious of it, though only aware of how awesome it was. I recognized the moment at which the experience of it became conscious, and thus solidfied itself in to this world as a conscious memory. It was amazing I could actually see the critical point at which the unmanifested breaks through to this world as a memory, a conscious thought.

This dark place is a place of pyramids, and swirling fractals, and infinite growing vines, all compounding on each other and overflowing with love. And for me I hear singing birds and slide whistles. But it's not just the sights and sounds that matter, it's the message behind these images. There is this incredibly benign force which is telling you that everything is ok.... even if everything appears to be wrong, in the end, everything is ok, don't forget that. It's saying that even if your life doesn't turn out the way you want, or the way you hoped, or the world doesn't turn out the way you want, ultimately, there is that which is beyond all of problems we face in this world, the force which allowed all this to exist in the first place. It's the divine telling you that it's watching down on all of this, that it's ok no matter what happens, and it will always love you.

I remember a place where the amrita nectar if flowing through the eternal body, while entire galaxies are springing forth from my fingers as I move them in these intricate movements in 100% harmony with the central directive. only the symbols exist, but everything is there in the symbols. mind=reality.

During one experience, I had the feeling that I had done all of it before. It was like extreme déjà vu, and I felt certain that I had the entire experience before. Every moment, every detail from start to finish.