I've lived in california my entire life, and then about 8 months ago my girl and I decided to move to virginia to try something new. Well, I moved back a few days ago. I thought I could come back to the old times of being at home. Little did I know....
Everything has changed. California didn't wait for me to come back it seems. My house is not being rented to my sister and her bf, no longer the "family" house, though we're all feeling fine here. People have grown up, some have stayed the same.
I can't say if it's my experience with the spirit molecule, mescaline, and the crazy shroom trips, but something is very different. I think it's a combination. I can honestly 100% say that I feel like I've started a new chapter in my life. Everything is fresh and new.
I tried dmt once with a few friends so far while being out here, and have concluded that the spirit molecule should be done alone, like mushrooms. It's just too much to experience and have to worry about others around you.
I think differently now. I see things more as they are. I ask questions more. I accept people's attitudes and actions now. I try to stop and think about the path I'm on and how it effects me and others. I say the word "trip" much more too lol. Everything is a trip to me, love it or hate it, it's a trip. I think I have dmt to thank for much of this.
Just gotta let go, and go with the flow.
"The real secret of magic is that the world is made of words, and that if you know the words that the world is made of you can make of it whatever you wish." - Terence Mckenna
"Once youve locked yourself into a serious drug collection the tendency is to push it as far as you can..." - Hunter S. Thompson