Swim says " was not expect, but new where he wanted to go, it begins with 20 dose.
He feels like its a show every time he goes. He is a viewer in there amazing world. He gets shown this dimond pattern cloth full of everything love colour its a positive thing, its being realled out, similar to how one would real out cloth of a roll that one would then cut them selves. (hope that makes sense)
This cloth/ patter/ wave/ wall coming towards is everything to him, its that what he is so amazed by, what is it filled with he will ask next.
This cloth was being realled over the real world (within his head). he saw a car park where he parks around uni, the cloth was coverin it up with its beauty.
HE NEW THAT THIS WOULD COME TO AN END (that sense filled him). Then it happen back more to this world with the sense, tears came, not like tears of sorrow, but WARM tears of love, sad to no i would be leaving but so happy this world i knew will stil exist, every tear smooth as marbles coming from the ducts, and the warmth that is generated inside..so much love was contained inside each one.
He wipes tears, and puts hand to his face, what is this, we are somewhere else, so dark but spacious like im swimming in air, with the odd blue line going across, but the feeling of the ripples like a fish.
He says it was like seeing with my ears, even tho no eyes, visual stimulation, your ears still sense this is stll enough for one to be taught a lesson by spice and them selvees (maybe)"
Swim has a lot of detested for the Urban world, and how hypocritical we are becuase we make all the problems in it. I.e oh the city piegions are disgusting . Well yes because we live in some un-natrual habitat that has scorned the land. One of his main thoughts coming home today.
Therefore he feels the tears were from the fact that even tho u may feel this way, our world can cover/ over all, it is the TRUE beauty.
Left astonished again, full of love for all
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Much respect to all from L_Star
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