Hello Friends,

Words fail me. I am so very happy, so very pleased. So much beauty! God!

I am so very pleased that I did it. After 10 weeks. After almost giving up. After hurting people I love and care about. I owe all of you so much. Thank you so much. So very patient . . .

I took 200 mg THH orally tonight and after about 45-50 minutes, I took two serious hits off of my 1/2 strength Changa mix using the GVG. At least that's what I think happened . . .

I remember the colorful, granny-square afghan rippling, then rearing up and coming alive. Next thing I know I am in a fantastic black hole. Nemo tells me that I sat there eyes open, lights on/no one home for a moment, then lay down and placed the blindfold over my eyes. I do not retain memory of this.

The entire experience was spent with eyes wide open in amazement. I was breathless, not because I was dead or disembodied but because it was happening so radically and so beautifully.

I was instantly in a "black hole." God, I wish I could describe it. It was not a cone-line tunnel. It was wider, more spread out, but there was angular geometry to it. It was huge and all encompassing. Beautiful, busy along the walls with spinning, electronic-looking, lit up pieces of something very beautiful which provided the "light" in this realm. I was moving towards an apex point . . .

Then I was in the breakthrough space. Pure astonishment. So gaspingly beautiful. I tried to reach out and touch but no luck. It was a starkly beautiful, clean edged, black space, filled with entities riding the skeletons of spinning 3-D geometric shapes in perfect time to the music. Words are radicaly and sorely inadequate. The skeletons of the spinning geomtric shapes (each line containing a smiling, gripping entity) were bonelike . . .

I wish I had more. Time seemed to be moving at a normal pace. The breakthrough lasted about 5 minutes as far as I could tell. Entire time eyes wide open, . . . mouth too. When it faded back, I knew it was early but I said to Nemo Amicus "I'm going to take my blindfold off even though I'm still tripping hard . . ." I had to have my eyes open in reality. I do not know why. I spent the next 2 hours coming down quite a bit, . . . though I'd be the first to admit I am not baseline.

Thank you everyone. I would be lost without you.

Peace & Love,
Pandora

that sounds wonderful!

while reading that i got a flashback of some of my older journeys

cant say exactly what it was but it was something about music...

Another excellent read Pandora, you ventured back

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Pandora! Awesome! I love the 'reunion' journey where the spice gives you exactly want you want from it. I have so many journeys that are about what I NEED that it is nice when you get a 'vacation' now and again. Like Antrocles says, this is work. Sometimes its hard, sometimes its more fun than a body should have. The spice always gives me what I need, sometimes that is a journey to happy-love-bliss town.

Glad for ya!


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Also, what music?

Yippie hooray Pandora! So awesome.

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Very Glad for you Pandora. I was reading/posted in your previous thread concerning attempting the spice and breakthrough again.
Glad that you made it and that you were pleased. Sounds fantastic, beautiful and mesmerizing all at once.
Thanks for sharing it with us Pandora.

After a tough day, this is just the kind of news I needed to hear. Thanks Pandora, glad the joy is back.

absolutely wonderful sister!! welcome back!

L&G!!

WOW!
Thats a hefty amount of harmalas, I can only imagine why it took 2 hours to come down.

Always an inspiration <3

SWIM wonders was that THH tincture?

She took ~300 mg of FV THH tincture.

She just called back and said that she took 70 drops of tincture that should equal 245 mg of THH.

Spice is coming soon...