Hello Everyone,

A couple of days ago something happened, something very ugly. Something that I thought was taken care of, or at least under a modicum of control, has gotten loose and is causing me to hurt people. There is absolutely no need for me to take anything personally. There is absolutely no need for me to dump my personal shit on the Nexus. Self-indulgent and pathological. I am not really fit to be here. I sincerely apologize to everyone.

I posted something terrible and some moderator removed it rapidly. So, many of you looking at this out of curiosity will not understand what it is about. But, if you saw the post or were in the chat room, you know what I did.

Anyway,there it is. I do not know what the future will hold. I do know that today's future holds an ass-kicking, guaranteed no-mis-fire pharma trip . . .

Again, I sincerely and roundly apologize to everyone.

-Pandora


P.S.: Lesson re-learned: Sometimes it is good to write a "toxic letter" but not mail/post it. . .

No need to apologize!

We'll always welcome you back with open arms. Stick with us here Pandora, no one is perfect. Under those life circumstances, It's a miracle to even have you here.

Your a very valuable member here, so please don't feel weird hopping back in!

If something bothers you though it'd be better to talk it out next time if possible. Though I do completely understand the reaction you had.

Much love, and let's face our shadows together, no one here is in it alone. This is a big family, so we're just going to grow together, the good and the bad.

You definitely fit in here. Don't let insecurities whisper you otherwise.
Godspeed on your journey.

I don't think you have any need to apologise, it's good to vent, and sometimes it might be needed. Storms clear the air, right?
x

You'd have to do a lot worse than that to tarnish your reputation round here.

However, should I develop an allergy to some of the most beautiful and inspiring words ever written then I'll hunt you down

its ok pandora...just breathe out your anger....remember mother earth

im glad your back! just wouldnt be the same without ya

much love <3

You bring so much here, Pandora, and I'm sure everyone can handle it when things get heated.

You may yell at me anytime, about anything!


I highly doubt you could be as abusive as the adopted Russian foster sister i have!

Awareness is half the battle (The easy half)

I dont know what you said about me... but I forgive you