Hi all,

I want to share my recent Changa experience, which was eye and heart opening and wonderful for me.

Setting: under the trees on a very small island (few sqaremeter) in a very small lake on our farm, very hot sunday afternoon
Set: after a blissfull night on 4-Aco-DMT, my kids and wife are gone for some days, my brother works on the farm today, so I have time and the possibility to do Changa on this afternoon

I have some pure DMT and some Changa experiences, only a few. This time, I combined it with some puffs of a cannabis vaporizer a few minutes before the Changa.
I smoked the 20% DMT Changa out of a small Bong. Three small bowls everyone around 60 mg, smoked in around ten minutes. After the last hit I laid down looking in the leaves above me.
During the holding of the breath a bird came to the leaves I was looking at and introduced the starting experience for me. Then all the leaves were swirled together to a "knot" of green like a "teddy bear", which was pulsating. Now I was completely one (while being in my body as me) with this universal life force pulsating out of nothing and falling back into it every moment. In every moment I can totally trust in this alifeness. It will always bless me with the gift of life. Always death will come and pull everything back to the (green) core but in the same moment "I" will explode in aliveness again. Perhaps not in this body or form of being but after every death, life will allways explode in form again. And this is me, I (and you und everyone and everything) comes out of this aliveness and will never loose life, even in death. This state lasted for 30 minutes, and another bird came and ended the peak for me. In the 90 minutes after this I glided slowly out of it with thoughts and intense feelings about this revelation.

I have to say, that this experience was not only a experience. I am not in this "state" now, but I know / feel / trust! I am this aliveness every moment with or without changa. I am very thankful for this gift. It fits very fine, like a missing piece of a puzzle to my current state of being and experiencing the world / spirituality. I hesitate to saying this, because it is loaded with a lot of cultural bullshit but for me this aliveness / life force is Christ. Christ is another name for this blessing which is pulsating in and around and through us all. And of course you do not have to beliefe in it or be a christian to participate in it!

This experience is a week ago, and I am standing with my feet on the ground, working on our farm, wife and kids are back. And I managed to let my Cannabis addiction not to dominate my evenings :-) At least the last days. Lets see.

Thank you for having the possibility to share this with you. And I am interested what you think about this, and sharing your experiences of Changa as a tool to revealing the aliveness of the universe.

That was a lovely experience, thank you for sharing. I love when I come to see the beatitude of existence in whatever form I can recognize it.

My most powerful experience to date came at the end of a mushroom trip so I certainly can understand the end of another trip being a great jumping off point for something wonderful. I am just beginning my explorations with changa but have come to appreciate harmalas in other ways so I do greatly appreciate their power to provide guidance and understanding to our experiences.

A question for me is, how the few puffs cannabis have influenced this experience. For me it seems, like it made the experience more calm and openhearted. But, like I shortly mentioned, my Cannabis "addiction" makes me feel, like everything goes more easy with it?