Hey Downwardsfromzero,
Thanks for asking about the hyperslap.
Here's what happened. I got sick in December with covid. It led to pneumonia and a bacterial infection in my lungs. I got antibiotics and cleared up the infection but still felt horrible 6 weeks later. I didn't understand why I wasn't getting better until I finally figured out I must be going through withdrawals.
The initial sickness interrupted my daily drugs routine which consisted of cocaine everyday for a month prior, drinking 6-10 ounces of vodka every evening, injecting ketamine into my thighs every night, and taking benzo's to fall asleep. In hindsight I'm lucky to have survived both the reckless behavior and the withdrawals.
I went through hell for about 2 months during this withdrawal period. My nervous system was in shock, it felt like someone hooked up a car battery straight to my spinal chord, every nerve ending was on fire. I had nightmares, anxiety, muscle spasms, uncontrollable negative thoughts, tinnitus, and more.
After a while I started healing, the nightmares and anxiety were subsiding and my mind was calming. I wanted to get back to my roots and return to hyperspace. I was hesitant though because I believe the worlds DMT thrusts us into are a direct manifestation of our nervous system and it's activity. I still had (and still have) tinitus from the withdrawals (or covid) and I figured that wasn't a good sign regarding my nervous systems health.
I was feeling mostly healthy though and the tinnitus wasn't going away so I bought the equipment for a simple ATB Extraction and got to work. I did the Spiritveghead Extraction.
A day after my final pull and Re-x I loaded up 25mgs, lay down in bed, put on a blindfold, headphones, and made my first attempt in months to breakthrough. 25mg's didn't get me through the veil so about 45 minutes later I tried again with 35mgs. I should note the 25mg attempt felt off and left me feeling uncomfortable with a heavy body load and strong tingling in my lips where the vapor passed.
The second attempt (35mgs) worked and I was launched out of a cannon into a world painted in pink and blue checkerboard patterns. A male and female appeared to be playing catch with an impossible ball of some sort while popping in and out of the folding geometry around them. they were smiling and I thanked them numerous times for spending time with me. They urged me to relax and I noticed tension in what must've been my body. I tried relaxing but couldn't, the tension kept up.
Then everything started vibrating menacingly and it all exploded into chaotic scribbles and static. I was alone in this world of shaking, vibrating, static-like chaos. The music I was listening to was still unrecognizable. It was like being trapped in a hellish purgatory and all I could do was wait. I tried removing my blindfold and opening my eyes to escape, no good I still couldn't see my room so I kept my eyes closed and waited for it to pass. I couldn't believe how nasty it got. It felt like my consciousness was having an allergic reaction to the DMT. After some time passed I returned to my body and was relieved it was over yet disappointed it happened.
I bring up the sickness and withdrawals because I'm trying to understand why it was such a negative experience. I think either my body and mind still aren't healed from the withdrawals trauma they went through, or I inhaled naphtha along with the DMT and that made it all go haywire. Or a bit of both played a role.
Thanks for reading,
If anyone has insight into what could have triggered such a negative experience or has had something similar happen I would be grateful to hear from you.
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