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surrendered, died, reborn as one of them Options
 
88
#1 Posted : 2/5/2010 2:02:02 PM
Just had the most profound experience of my life.

The trip to withinity was aboard a large bowl of Electric Sheep. During the journey, I died. Breathed my last breath. Felt it rattle out of me. Completely surrendered. I wasn't afraid at all, because I was home, they were with me.

They told me: You are one of us now. I was engulfed by waves of warm love. Then, I was a baby, in a womb.

They asked, what does the baby 88 want?

I said out loud: I want to know.

They repeated, the baby 88 wants to know, again and again, with love and affection. My mind and theirs melded, and it was beyond words. I begged them to stay with me, and then I was raised up in slow spirals of solar beams, circles of quiet, warm fire power. I am their warrior. I want nothing. Need nothing. So what to do now with this new life? Laugh. Share. Be.

"at journey's end, we must begin again"
 
gammagore
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#2 Posted : 2/5/2010 2:11:39 PM
Nice, that electric sheep seems to have quite a profound effect on those who smoke it.
 
joebono
#3 Posted : 2/5/2010 2:19:54 PM
Yes, they gifted you. Lucky!
 
Dimitrius
#4 Posted : 2/5/2010 2:24:32 PM
Very nice.

I can't vouch for the effect of calea, but I can definitely attest to the cosmic properties of blue lily. Wink That's one special plant.
"Within your heart is a lotus, and within this lotus is a diamond. This diamond is the source of creation, and in all the creation, there is only one lotus."

"Only from the Heart can you touch the sky." ~ Rumi
 
antrocles
Senior Member
#5 Posted : 2/5/2010 6:22:29 PM
amen to that. wonderful 88!! that is a very special experience you just had.....may it stay with you forever!!

hopefully gonna be making some of that electric sheep at some point today. also gonna try some ayahuasca android....

thank you for the great news!!

LOVE AND GRATITUDE!!
"Rise above the illusion of time and you will have tomorrow's
wisdom today."
 
88
#6 Posted : 2/5/2010 7:06:33 PM
Antocles
big gratitude to you, man ... you wrote recently about dying with each breath, being reborn with each new breath, and that's what I experienced, and it was beautiful.

Before I went in I went for a walk in a small park near my house, as I usually do, to defocus, and clarify my intent ... I got an image of my daughter when she was born, when she first opened her eyes, and I remembered so clearly seeing that infinite depth of consciousness there, and the way she recognised me at a very deep level. So I took that image in with me.

big love!

"at journey's end, we must begin again"
 
Kazoo...
#7 Posted : 2/5/2010 7:59:49 PM
Laugh. Share. Be....

awesome this was the first link i clicked on, and i think you just made my morning a little brighter, thanks for sharingSmile
Sometimes the lights all shining on me, other times I can barely see....
 
 
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