I was convinced it was the jungle - but its not - iv been there on jimjam and 100% pure spice.
iv been there now 5 times out of smoking perhaps 30 times.
A box appears in front of me, mutating objects inside it, almost wireframe but with blue, red and green spots on everything.
An uncomfortable energy in me, i went in with a smile - even tho im seeing all of this im still smiling, it doesnt freak me out anymore but i dont like it here.
I just have to wait for the fx to stop.
everytime it seems to be when im thinking too much during the expeience, and when i smoke too much.
Seems i have to build my dosage level up slowly.
i used to breakthru on 5mg - yes 5mg, now 5mg does almost absolutely nothing to me - on the edge of being noticable.
i push my dose up to go further but i think i have to take it slow.
its like im pushing myself too far, gotta take smaller steps.
Last time now - i took everyones advice - i wated for the fx to stop and against my better judgement - i went back immediatley.
Peace flowed again, little rainbow spiders, and chilling frogs, etc... all good once again.
antrocles wrote:...purity of intent....purity of execution....purity of experience...
...unlike the "blind leading the blind". we are more akin to a group of blind-from-birth people who have all simultaneously been given the gift of sight but have no words or mental processing capabilites to work with this new "gift".
IT IS ONLY TO THE EXTENT THAT WE ARE WILLING TO EXPOSE OURSELVES OVER AND OVER AGAIN TO ANNIHILATION THAT WE DISCOVER THAT PART OF OURSELVES THAT IS INDESTRUCTIBLE.
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He who packs ur capsules - controls your destiny.