Hey everybody! Been lurking on the Nexus for a while, finally found myself worthy of making an account. I've had interest in DMT for years, and now that I finally moved into my own place, I decided to make some, and you guys helped me get there!

So blah blah blah I made some DMT, some fluffy light yellow crystals, and it was finally time to blast off. I had a friend over and he was gonna do it with me. As it became the time to do so, he and I really psyched myself up to go first and make the plunge. I used my nectar collector, jammed it into roughly 30 mg and took it all in one breath. I set the nectar collector down, and lay back in my recliner as my entire body is vibrating. I had this weird moment where I basically forgot I smoked DMT, and got slapped in the face with this overwhelming feeling. Like some sort of good terror. It felt like I was a jet plane breaking the speed of sound. It's really hard to describe. Next thing i know, I'm blasted into this world, bright as day. There's these giant yellow structures, with purple 4D shapes attached to them. Completely asymmetrical, it looked like some kind of psychadelic crooked house. I see these 5 gargantuan beings, which I saw as guardian's of the realm, standing over me, in front of what I interpreted as some form of gate. One says to the other "he's not ready" and they usher me away through the wacky and whimsical exit path.

Maybe somewhat anticlimactic, but I really wanted to see if anyone else has had a similar experience of being "turned away at the gates'. Next time I smoke, I swear I'm gonna get past that gate.

Consider it an introductory warning. Forcing yourself into hyperspace can lead to dire consequences. There is no limit to the hyperslap. Unless you are a true adventurer and relish in hellish experiences, i would not recommend smoking again, until you are ready.

If there's one thing i learned from DMT, it's that if it tells you something, you do it. Or you can find out the the true horror of nightmares yourself. I been there. It's not fun.


Integrate first before you even consider smoking again, if you truly want to have a beneficial relationship with the spice.

Im just gonna say one thing, once you are shown there is no unseening (you might realize something about youself or others that suround you and you have to be willing to change stuff/relationships because there isnt a worst situation than living in a situation you now isnt good for you) and its something that you might never forget, take it with calm, set your intentions well and with respect because a lot of the times a breakthrough can be life changing and if you arent ready you mike get road on.

Boy if I had a nickel for every time I've heard an entity say "he's not ready" or "you're not supposed to be here!" .......

It's been such a common theme in my trips that I've notice it spill into my meditations and dreams as well.

Don't sweat it, even within your own psyche there's always going to be that one guy whose approval you must earn lol.

Light and Love and Travel Well. 1Love.